DON'T GIVE UP (ENGLISH-BLAM- boyxboy)

CHAPTER 14: PUT THE PAST BEHIND

CHAPTER 14: PUT THE PAST BEHIND

After some days, the day of judgment arrived. Sam had spent some days next to his boyfriend to support him. However, he had a hard thing to do too, he had to be calm and not kill those men. He knew it was difficult because he wanted revenge since he had known what had happened and the only thing that could stop him was that he didn't want to hurt Blaine because of that.

Blaine's parents and Cooper were on New York too to be with Blaine in those difficult days. Mike and Tina were there too, with their friends who lived in New York. Everybody were there because they wanted to support Blaine.

It was St Valentine's day, but none of them had a romantic plan for that day because of the judgment. And Sam had some plans for Blaine and himself next Saturday and a really special gift for him to make him forget everything. Well, he had two gifts, but one of them wasn't for Blaine and it wasn't a St Valentine's present.

Blaine had a really rough time while he talked with the judge, but who had the most rough moment was Sam. He listened everything and it was sheer torture. After that, all of them went to a cafe while they waited for the sentence.

Everybody tried to cheer Blaine up and they talk about childhood memories and funny stories. Everybody were laughing because Pam Anderson was talking about that time when Blaine wetted all Cooper's clothes and he run naked after his younger brother and he ended out of the house without keys and Blaine didn't open the door.

"Cooper were fourteen and he had a crush with our neighbour... What was her name?" Mr Anderson looked at his wife, but she shook her head because she didn't remember it.

"Amy." Cooper answered. He was upset because he was ashamed.

"You are right. She was three years older than Cooper and he wanted to date her... She saw him naked and..."

"Ay!" Blaine touch his belly and everyone looked at him really worried.

"Sweetie... Are you OK? Do you want to go home?" Sam asked while he caressed Blaine's back.

"I'm fine... I think..." Blaine caressed his belly, hoping to feel it again. It wasn't pain, it was just uncomfortable.

"Was it a baby kick?" Ms Anderson asked.

"I think... I think it was, but I don't feel it anymore." Blaine looked at his mother, hoping she could give him advice. He felt Sam's hand over his belly, as eager as him to feel Valerie. Blaine smiled for the first time that day, he was happier every day and he felt so loved.

"You'll feel it again, you'll see... All of us will feel a Val's kick... I'm going to be a grandmother!" Pam was blissful, her friends in Ohio had been listening her talks about the baby and she had even made clothes for her. At first, it was green, withe or yellow, but lately pink was her colour.

Valerie didn't kick again and Blaine felt sad. He wanted to share that feeling with his family and friends, specially with Sam, but it didn't happen.

The lawyer told them the sentence, the accused would be some years in jail. Everybody was relieved and they went to celebrate it. They were having dinner when Blaine took Sam's hand and put it over his belly. After two minutes, both of them felt the kick. They looked at each other eyes and everything else disappear. They were happy and forgot everything that had happened that day.

"Did you feel it?" Blaine asked.

"Yeah... It was... Valerie..." Sam didn't know what he was saying. He was so excited and some tears walk over his cheeks. Their baby was something real then.

"Can I?" Pam asked and he sat next to his son. It took a little while to feel it, but she waited. "This is wonderful!"

Sam smiled to his boyfriend when they arrived to their apartment. Blaine was tired and he hadn't cried because of the judgment. Sam was thankful to his friends and family for supporting Blaine but he knew him well and he knew Blaine would never cry in front of him. Anderson had showed too much weakness when he was assaulted and when he knew he was pregnant.

That's why Sam wanted to be alone with him, so Blaine could cry. However, he was surprised when he realized there weren't tears in those golden eyes. The couple were cuddling on the couch, Blaine over Sam.

"How do you feel?" Sam asked.

"Fine... I think it's the time to move on with my life and put the past behind." Anderson answered really sure about his words.

"I'm happy to hear it, I love to see you like this." Evans hugged him.

"I want..." Blaine blushed and avoid to look for his boyfriends eyes.

"Sweetie... You can ask me whatever you want." Sam's hands caressed Blaine's belly, wishing to feel his daughter.

"Well... I only need one thing to move on. I want to be with you in every way we could be together... I want to feel you inside my body to know they had nothing to do with my life anymore." Blaine blushed again, he knew he was asking something that maybe Sam didn't want to give him because he had never been with a man before.

"It would be our first time together..." Sam stood up and looked around like he was looking for something. "I want it to be special... Just... Give me some minutes... Go to the kitchen and wait there for me, I'll be ready soon."