I thought you couldn't break what's already broken.. Well, i was wrong just as it was wrong to trust you..
Sometimes i wish i could hurt you the way you hurt me.. But i am not that cruel
You don't have to pretend you like me tho.. I know you don't, i understand you don't so why even try and act like you do..
Like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking and calmed the fuck down
Do you ever miss yourself ?
Like how you used to be, before your first heartbreak, before someone broke your trust, before all this..
I know i do..
I know i have friends..
But i feel like i have no one to talk about the shit that goes on in my head, the things i think, the things the voices in my head keep saying..
I know i can tell you, i really know
But i can't. I can't drag you down with it. I can't hurt you i love you..
I am going to seek proffesional help.
What if i don't complete the person that completes me..
I wish the feelings left when you did.
What did i do wrong ?
Why did you leave ?
Did you just woke up and thought "i need to leave" because i know that thought, i understand
I would leave me too
I just wish it wouldn't hurt so much
And suddenly we are strangers again.
I said i wasn't gonna do this
I said it wasn't worth it, but it is.
I tend to say sorry alot.
Mostly because i feel like everything is my fault..
