Deserve

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Did you deserve it?

Did you deserve to be hated?

Did you deserve to take up space?

Did you deserve your own life?

Did you deserve to die?

Obviously you do

People tell you every single fucking day

It can be anyone

A brother

A sister

A cousin

A mother

A father

A friend

And so on

No one likes you

How can you even live with this going about?

Why do they fucking hate you so much?

You didn't do anything wrong

And they tell you everyday

You are wrong

You are always a fuck up

You shouldn't even have been born

More than that

You are just a waste

Of space

Air

Money

Time

No one needs you

Go fucking die

It's best for everyone

If you're gone

Until they soon realize

That they were all wrong

You actually deserved to live

You were a somebody to that one person

That loved you

And cared about you

And helped you

Every single step of the way

There were great things coming your way

You were a somebody

It may not be everybody

But who fucking cares about them

But you are gone now

And you will always be remembered

But that person

Who will always cry for you

And wishing that you were alive again

They won't kill themselves like you

But they will live for you

Here's an update. Okay, just so you all knew I deleted all his drafts. Most of them he didn't even want to publish. I just got these from his journal where he wrote poems. Like, holy shit. I found them in his room. Didn't even knew he wrote shit like this. Anyways, yeah. Why not publish them? Why did he even get a Wattpad?

- Aaron

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