Started With Rejection

Chapter 8

End of school

I've been avoiding Alex ( second chance mate) he is also the alpha of red Thorn pack so right now I'm on my way home to the shack in the woods but I have to walk because there is a snow storm and it's too dangerous to go on my bike so as I walk I realise the big mistake I made by kissing him and not rejecting and I can't shift into any of my form or he will be able to track me I don't want to live in a pack house or be luna and act all nice and helpful also I will have to have manners and be responsible and when he marks me I will go into heat so we will have to have sex and I will get pregnant when I'm 18 the reason is when you find your mate and you accept each other he will have to mark you although this may seem a perfect life it's just not for me I hate the fact that some queen chooses who you love just then I hear I crack I look down and realise I'm on a frozen lake but what happens next scares me I fall to the frozen ground and I hear another crack but this time it's louder and I fall into the frozen lake but as I fall all I hear is music

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home.

And I built a home
for you
for me

Until it disappeared
from me
from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust........

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed its knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
Held on as tightly as you held on me
Held on as tightly as you held on me......

And I built a home
for you
for me

Until it disappeared
from me
from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust........

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