A 3 poem night

The First

I'm not sure what happened today,

it went from good to bad.

I don't know how a day that seems so sweet can easily end up sad.

I lose myself in the emotions of the deep well in my mind,

mixed up with lies and truths that I can't always seem to find.

I know the person I feel I am,

but the person that you see,

how often I asked how I fooled you,

into seeing one so sweet.

You say that I am happy, optimistic, maybe bright,

but inside me I am dying,

I only hang on to the light.