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when he told me he wanted to jump
i nearly cried
my heart felt broken
and i knew i had failed as a friend

he looked tired and alone and everything that i knew about him was wrong
his eyes were sunken
dull
his lips were chapped
but i'd still kiss them

and although i didn't want to see him hurting
i couldn't stick around and crumble with him
fuck
why am i such a failure?

he's gone, and there's no playhouse to go to
his parents don't care about me
they've been finding comfort in inebriation
my mom tells me that they'll get better

but i don't care about them
i just want him
back

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