Ray
I wasn't use to dealing with emotions.
I figured I could do just as fine as anybody else if I just stayed quiet with certain things. Things that belonged to me and nobody else.
My sexuality was one of them.
My whole life I had been conditioned to believe I was attracted to the opposite sex. Which in most cases, I was. But for the most part, I found myself staring at men more than women. I connected more with guys (despite myself being male, it's a different kind of connection). Yes, women are beautiful, but...so are men.
But I wouldn't dare let that slip my tongue. No one needed to know what I was feeling, hell, I don't even know sometimes.
But what I did know was the short, hispanic boy in my computer class had a loud mouth. And large hair that looked as soft as a pillow.
And gosh was I anxious when the teacher said he would be my partner in a project for the next two weeks.
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Dude.....I haven't written on this account in forever but it's okay, cause I'm here now :)
I hope you enjoy
~ A.K.W.
