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she fills me with hope

i doubt she will ever see how much things start to make sense when I'm around her

and the music always is fitting, always seems to make sense with what we are doing

and i know what I'm doing, falling over and over again

constantly stuck in the same day

a day where i know she doesn't care for me like that 

and first kisses never happen

and so i never get to dream about last wishes

dream about things that used to matter to me because everything seems so bland 

everything tastes boring

nothing is exciting

except herself

she is all that keeps me going

and so i distance myself from her

because loving is easy

but one sided loves are the hardest

i bite my tongue and ask for forgiveness

and i chase after others

to forget the empty feeling in my stomach