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Chapter Four // Josh, I can't

GUESS WHAT GUYS, I GOT FREE WIFI ON THE HOTEL SO HERE I AM WRITING A STORY FOR YOU GUYS!!! HEHEHE IM EVIL, EVEN THOUGH I HAVENT EVEN STARTED WRITING BUT I CAN FEEL EVILNESS SO YEAH, ENJOY >;)

Danielle's POV

Three months have passed since the burglar got in my house and I, well, kissed Josh. We don't really talk about it because, I mean, we were both really scared and it was just a rush of adrenaline, nothing more. Josh and I have become really good friends by now, I could almost say bestfriends, but I don't because Tyler would fight me with his little spaghetti arms. How cute. Anyways, we are leaving for tour tomorrow and I am soooo scared, I hope I don't get any panic attacks or at least not big ones.

Then, someone knocks at the door so I run downstairs to open it, but I trip halfway and roll down the rest of the steps. Great. When I finally get to the door I see Josh, standing there with some suitcases. I am guessing those are for the tour but why is he bringing them here? Well I don't know.

"Hey Cotton boy" I greet him. He gives me the stare before sticking his tongue out at me, "Wow, rude" I say jokingly.

"Me? Rude? Naaah" he laughs, he is obviously being sarcastic.

"What do you want Josh?" I finally ask him.

"Well I decided that since your house is closer to the first stop I would stay here tonight." he states while getting in my house.

"Excuse me sir, but this is my house and I believe that should have asked for permission" I sass.

"Awe come on Danielle, it'll be fun. Don't be a partypooper" he had this puppy eyes that I couldn't resist. Ugh this boy, I swear.

"Fine" I say kind of annoyed, "but you sleep on the couch"

"Yay!" he exclaims while jumping to hug me but I move and he falls straight to the floor, "Ouch! Why you do that? You are rude"

"I am, but let me tell you, that was funny" I laughed. I have to admit that I like making fun of people, but is not my fault. I have a dark past, thats why I am this way.

"If you say so Dany" Josh started calling me Dany because he decided that Danielle was too much work. That lazy loser. I don't get how I thought he was hot, just look at this loser.

Josh's POV

Danielle has been very rude lately, I wonder if she's on her period or something. I just miss the Danielle I met, she was still rude but she was also really sweet. Where is she?

Anyways, so I decided to stay here not only because its closer to the first stop, but also because I have felt very lonely lately and I really need some company. I know, I'm a cry baby, but I just cant help it. I was hoping that maybe we could watch some netflix and, you know, maybe chill.

I go to the kitchen and grab two red bulls from the fridge, tossing one to Danielle and keeping one for myself. When I turn around I notice that I accidentally hit Danielle on the shoulder with the red bull. She is staring deadly into my eyes.

"My soul" I say jokingly. Then, Danielle starts getting up slowly. All of a sudden she starts chasing me and I am running away from her. We run from the living room to her room upstairs, were she trips with a jacket and falls down to the ground, me following her. I later realize I was on top of her. We were staring at each others eyes, but this time she didn't seem like she wanted to kill me it was more like she wanted to kiss m-

I was interrupted by Danielle's lips pressing against mine.

Danielle's POV

The kiss was a bad idea.

I just couldn't take it anymore, it was bringing back way too many memories. Bad memories.

I pushed Josh put of my way, running out of my house. I heard him closing the door behind me, he was following me, again.

After a few minutes of running I finally got tired and literally just sat on the side of the street. A few seconds later I saw Josh coming from down the road, he sat next to me.

"Dany, what happened? I swear you can trust me" he said caressing my cheek. I loved him so much but, I just couldn't. I mean, I'm not even sure that I'm an asexual, I've never really labeled my sexuality, but I said that to get out of the situation.

I sat there silent, deciding whether or not to tell him about what happened when I was fifteen. After a few seconds of thinking I decided to tell him. He was my bestf- he was a really good friend and he deserved to know the reason why not.

"Look, Josh, I'm scared of sex, ok?" I said trying not to cry, but I couldn't help it, "when I was fifteen, my dad came home drunk and" I left out a big sob. The memories were just too much, I couldn't continue, but I guess Josh got it.

"Oh" it's all he said. I could tell he was thinking what to say, he didn't want to mess this up. "Look I am so sorry, Danielle. I didn't know, I hope we are ok for tour"

I wiped the tears of my eyes and nodded. As long as this was not mentioned I was going to be ok.

"Now, about the I love you thing..." he awkwardly said. He was right, I guess I do love him but, are we ready to be a couple?

"Look Josh, I do love you but, are we ready?" I asked. I waited for his response, after a few seconds he answered.

"We are ready." he said putting a finger on my chin to move my face so I looked at him. Then he went ahead and kissed me.

"Josh I-" I tried to complain but he immediately shut me up and kneeled. What was he doing? He then grabbed my hand and started talking.

"Danielle Gabriela" he thought for a second the looked up at me making a a cute face.

"Vargas" I answered, "my last name is Vargas" yeah I come from a latino family, I am actually proud of it.

"Right" he cleared his throat and started again, " Danielle Gabriela Vargas, will you be my girlfriend?" he asked. He was really cute.

"No" I said straight away.

"B-Bu-But I" Josh expression changed from happy to confused and sad," I really we-"

I kissed him.

"I'm joking, Josh" I laughed, "of course I'll be your girlfriend" his seemed relieved.

"Oh my gosh, Danielle, I almost die right there. Why?" he sighed in relief.

"Why not?" I said. He looked at me and stuck his tongue out at me.

We went back to my place and spent the rest of the evening watching The X-Files, even though I don't like it that much.

I am so glad I am Josh's girlfriend. But now I am confused, when we were on the floor I swear I felt something, I kind of, wanted him.

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AND HERE IT IS! IM SORRY IF IT IS SHITTY BUT ITS SO HOT IN HERE AND I THINK MY BRAIN IS NOT WORKING PROPERLY. ANYWAYS I HAVENT QUITE DECIDED IF WANT TO MAKE DANIELLE ASEXUAL OR NOT, I STILL HAVE TIME BECAUSE SHE IS CONFUSED SO,,YEAH... HOPE YOU ENJOY IT! STAY STREET!

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