turning page➳larry[completed]

turning page➳ eleven

"hurt myself again today

and the worst part is there's no one else to blame" [breathe me; sia]
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it has become a daily routine for harry.

sleep until noon.

sit in the bathroom for about 3 hours.

anne or gemma quickly slipping packaged snacks under the door around dinner time.

harry quietly eating them while he just stares blankly at the wall in front of him.

sits in the bathtub cutting himself for all the mistakes he made.

cutting has become a big part in his routine, always having to do it for the same exact reason. because harry will never be able to forgive himself, even though in the note louis assured harry that it had nothing to do with him.

harry craved to do it every night.

and sometimes he wishes that it was him who died and not louis.

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