better dead than alive

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I just wanna end it all
All I ever do is cry
I just can't handle
The way I feel inside

I just feel so small
In a padded room with these
For walls
My soul is were they hide.

I slit my wrists
I drink the bleach
I overdose
I hold guns to my head

I fade to black
And I stand back
And they ask
No one read what the letter said?

"I'm better dead then alive
My only way to survive
With these demons in my head

I'm better off dead
Did you hear a word I said?

Not like you ever cared
All you do is stand there

You watch me go through pain
You make me feel ashamed

I won't bother you for long
I know you won't miss me when I'm gone."

~ Dymond Ragland, 2001 - 2016~

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