Keep running girlxgirl

Chapter 19

Ms.K/Kimora/Nanna/Momma

I groaned as Bleu dragged me in the room.

"Can we talk now?" She said calmly pushing me down gently on the bed so I can sit.

"Yea, go ahead shoot"

She shook her head at my attitude, I just want to relax.

"I met your baby father today"

Well that had caught me off guard.

"How'd you know that was him?" I tested.

"He told me at the store he said your name and all" she paused for a moment. "He wants to be there for y'all child and you pushing him away , how selfish of you to let your child grow up with out a father"

"I was doing it for you!" I yelled. "I was willing to let you take the role of my child's father!"

"No" she shook her head. "I know what it feels to grow up without my father here , he was always deployed and I rarely saw him so when he died in combat about a tear or two fell"

"So what are you saying?" I asked.

"I cant play daddy to your child I can be the god mother or something"

I bit down on my lip and closed my eyes to keep from yelling. "Whatever" I said as calm as possible.

I pushed her as I walked by but she pulled me back by my shirt locking the door this time.

"What the fuck wrong with you" she said holding onto my shirt still.

"Let me go" I said snatching away.

"You need to talk to your baby father and when you do I want to be there"

I scoffed as she tried to take control.

I got up again but she pushed me back down on the bed. Tears filled my eyes as she held up her hand as if she was going to hit me.

"So you was gonna hit me?" I asked still crying.

"Baby I -I wasn't going to I swear" She said stepping closer.

I scooted back further pushing her hands away as she reached for me.

"Please baby, you just get me so mad" she pleaded.

I shook my head wiping away my tears but they wouldn't stop falling. 

"You know that doctor appointment you missed?" I asked wiping my face with my shirt.

"I said I was sorry I was bus-"

"You told me that already but thats not why I brought it up again" I said as my voice cracked. "The baby is very unhealthy and the doctor said if I dont stop stressing and continue to take my vitamins the baby could live only a few days after birth"

"Okay baby and We can go on a vacation , Let me cater to you and the baby "

"No "I shook my head.

"No?"

"I need time to my self , some me time"