Moonchild

Acting

All the sad songs in the world could not cure how she felt.

Only they did in a twisted way

they were someone elses pain expressed.

Which made her feel not so lonely;

But it did keep the sad black hole from thriving and growing.

Only she didnt care because she felt safe in it.

This is what she knew for so long;

this deep sadness,

so she didnt mind.

But when she walked out that bedroom door she changed.

She changed into this bubbly free and smiling girl that eveyone talked to.

Most knew of her dark soul but said nothing about it.

Why?

Because they enjoyed this persona and some actually believed her act;

that she was ok.

When in all honesty she wasnt;

and probably never would be.