You cried and said I don't deserve you-
I agree with you-
But I told you I love you
And I told you that you were wrong
Because you were drunk.
You get drunk off my money,
You tell me I don't care,
I worked all summer
Over time
Without the pay
Making less than minimum wage,
I used to be able to afford a car.
You don't understand my reasoning,
But me having reasoning
Should be enough for you.
You are using me
But I let it happen because I love you.
I cannot say no to you.
This platonic relationship is abusive:
My love for you has me hating both of us.
I used to think I was amazing,
Until you showed me I was not.
I am the best friend you deserve;
I used to think I deserved one too.
