My Angel, My Devil // Jin Kazama

Chapter 21

I hadn't been able to keep my mind off Xiaoyu, did Jin ever love her back? If he found out she loved him this whole time would he go for her? I wasn't sure anymore. What if Xiaoyu tried making Jin fall in love with her? What if Jin decided to leave me and the bub, I feel that I have taken Xiaoyu's life, I can't live with that. As I was thinking I was having a bubble bath, like the one Jin had made me months ago, except this wasn't as good without Jin, nowhere near as relaxing with all the thoughts of Xiaoyu. I sighed, softly touching the now massive bump that had formed on my stomach. I was scared. I have heard stories about child birth, what if I don't get to a hospital and the baby is in danger? Or what if Jin isn't there? I've heard the pain is agonising, it made me feel scarce. I started to feel a wave of pain overcome me. I wasn't sure if it was in my head, or if it was actually happening but the pain kept coming and going. I held the bottom of my stomach as I carefully lifted myself out of the bath grabbing the towel off the rack rubbing it against my wet skin. I covered myself in my silk robe, heading straight for the drawer. Getting dressed, I took one of Jin's shirts as well as a pair of pyjama shorts considering it was hot and stuffy. The pain came back, only for a short amount of time, this time the pain was harsher. I lay on my bed under the doona cuddling up to one of the pillows. I turned the TV on just watching whatever was on. I closed my eyes hoping to god the pains would go, but they wouldn't leave. I thought maybe they were contractions, but it didn't seem painful enough. I heard the door unlock, Jin had arrived home after working eight hours. I couldn't help the tears falling out of my eyes as the pain became more intense. Jin ambled around the corner ambling towards me as he sat on the edge facing me. I had my eyes closed, feeling Jin's finger swiping across my face. I wanted to open my eyes and tell him I was in pain, but it didn't feel like the right time to mention it. He leant in pressing his soft lips against my forehead. As he pulled away, I felt his hand rest on my stomach. Both of us could feel it moving, and it wasn't normal movement.

"It hurts," I mumbled "It keeps coming and going and it won't go." I cried in pain.

"Come on, I'll take you to the hospital." Jin affirmed. I shook my head beginning to sook, Jin providing help to sit me up. I had grabbed a hold of the bottom of my stomach, a strike of pain came across me as the tears fell, this time it was really bad.

"I can't do this anymore, I really can't." Jin pulled me closer towards him, his arms slid around holding my upper back, his head resting on my shoulder. The doorbell rang, I let go of Jin as I tilted my head to go and see who it was. I wasn't in the mood for company, but then I heard Izzy's voice echoing through the hallway and I was glad.

"Aya!" She called my name, I stood up before Izzy and I embraced each other in a warming hug.

"I'm so glad you're here." I gladly told her as she chuckled.

"I'm going to go down the street, see if I can get anything for you okay?" Jin pecked my cheek before I nodded.

"Thank you." I mouthed the words as he made his way out, I sighed starting to feel light headed. Izzy and I headed for the kitchen, my arms supporting me as I leaned in having my head down. Izzy was making herself a green tea, as well as providing me with a glass of water. I shakily took the glass gulping the water down as I panted.

"You have been drinking water, right?"

"Yeah I have I just-" A sudden interruption of pain overcame me as I squealed. I had looked down and I saw liquid all over the floor, my waters had just broke.