I sat down on my porch outside my house a thought for a while. Like, why would Max chose Violet over me. I know I really didn't even understand our relationship but still. I loved him for all of high school. And now he actually dumped me. I mean, me! Me! How can it be, me! I thought he loved me! Ugh! Life is complicated! Especially with Max in it. He turns your world upside down and then takes your breathe away.
I mean 4 kids, sure their not all his but they all turn back around to him. It was his fault I got pregnant all 4 times and he said he would be there with me through all of it. I had to turn to Carter, my ex-boyfriend who I act like he is my enemy. Where he is I guess just a nice guy who can't control his feelings. I want all my kids to have a happy mother and a normal life, maybe I should just raise them. Not Max. Wait! I can't do that to him, I mean take away his hope. His hope our his children. He loves them more than anything and if we are too immature to handle giving our kids normal lives than this was a total mistake. Falling for him was the biggest mistake.
I've got to live in the moment of being alone. I'm alone right now, no one is dating me. No one has a care for me except my kids.
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The Play
RomanceI'm 17 year old Valerie Simpson. I've always had a deep crush on this football player,Max he's 17 too.i'm head cheerleader and I have light long brown hair thats wavy and I have all the boys wanting me and asking about my situation!
