I know it's wrong to CRAVE to be wanted or needed but after I have people run up to me and ask what I think about it, that is the BEST feeling EVER. It is weird I know but my conscious it telling me otherwise.
As I walk around my insides just gradually fall down a cliff, I see his face. I see Luke Addington's face. He looks at me and gives me a half-smile. Maybe I was freaking out because I caught myself staring at the perfect fitting shirt. Great just great now he thinks that I like him even though I don't I just thought he looks good in that kind of shirt, but he won't know that this is great just great. Just great.
Maybe what I did was immature. I ran away until I ran into a wall. Literally. Wow, today isn't my kind of day, it's probably my worst of days. I run up to a director, not a director that I used to date and had dreams about marrying, a different director. I asked, "When will we start?" "In about 15 minutes, if that's okay with you. But first, go get your makeup and hair done okay?" The director said. I catch Luke staring at me and quietly said okay and walked into the little area where people were holding irons and other beauty utensils.
I smile and they smile back at me. "Hello." The lady with pink hair smiles and greets herself as Lisbell. "That's a beautiful name, I've never seen Lisbell spelled like that, though. It's a unique name."
"Okay you can cut the chitter chatter, I know you're nervous. I would be too. Let's just get this over with, okay?"
I reply, "Okay."
After they finished my hair and makeup done it was time to start. I'm so nervous. Why did I do this exactly?
Oh right because my roommate told me that I can start paying the electric bill. Even though I'm the one that pays it.
" 2 minutes everyone needs to hurry up and get ready"
HOLY FUDGENUTS. I mentally scold myself for not doing what I obviously should've done. Get here quicker.
I run around till I find the dressing room and get into the huge dress. Having like 3 people help me.
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The First Love (IN SERIOUS EDITING)
RomanceEmma is still heartbroken from her serious relationship 4 years ago. When she gets offered an acting job she is pleased, but when her ex, Luke is the director she has to think twice about her decision to take the job, she can take the job and pursue...
