CHAPTER 6:
I opened my closet door rummaging through my clothes to find something nice to wear than some plain button down plaid shirts that I usually wear.
Today was my audition, and I have to make a good first impression.
Today is also going to be my day returning back to school since I took a day off because of the basketball incident.
It worries me that I wasn't in school yestersay. As unrealistic as this is: I could have monitored Meredith to see if she said anything to Amanda.
After finally deciding to go with the blue t-shirt, I go downstairs and follow my routine of cereal + Gmail.
Only Harry and Cam were on.
me: Morning guys, where's Alex?
Harry: what? we're not good enough? :p lol I think she still might be asleep, she said there wasn't any marching band practice for her.
Cameron: Morning. So what's new guys?
Harry: eh, the same old... I have a math test today that I will successfully fail :D
Cameron: that's the spirit! lol jk
me: I'm going to audition for my school's Glee Club
Cameron: Today?
Harry: wow, you never told us you could sing!
me: I know, I haven't told anyone or let anyone hear me. which is why I'm so nervous for this D: and yes its today.
I'm planning to sing "Clarity" by Zedd.
Cameron: You'll do fine :)
Harry: yup! just you know... dont forget thr lyrics, don't trip on stage. don't arrive late. don't freeze up. Don't let your voice accidentally crack. Good luck!
me: lol -_- I hate you. Okay well my bus is about to arrive in like 5 minutes. Could you guys come online before my auditons start today at like 4? I might need some last minute pep talk.
Harry: OKAY :D
me: USEFUL pep talk.
Cameron: I think I could, it'll still be school hours for me but I'll try.
Harry: Hold on, I don't think I can... I have baseball practice afterschool. But at the least I'll send you an email, you'll do kick-ass. don't worry :D
me: lol thanks guys, ill talk to ya later then.
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I stand outside the auditorium where the other students line up outside waiting until 4 PM hits so that the doors would open.
I guess I came a bit early since there were only ten or twelve people lined up.
Even though there is about 20 minutes until 4 PM, my heart starts beating so hard it feels like it will explode at one point.
To calm myself down I take a walk around the school while taking deep breathes to steady my heart beat. I could feel tiny droplets of sweat gathering up on forehead. Great.
I'm known for my terrible anxiety. I get so nervous and stress out and it always ends negatively.
My phone starts to vibrate and I look down to see that Cam is online.
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Teen FictionI looked down at my phone: 'Cameron: Alright amanda :)' God, I hate being called by that name. Every time he calls me that, it puts me back into reality. That I'm not really Amanda... 'me: Hey, could I ask you for a favor?' 'Cameron: That de...