Like a junkie and his drugs,
Like a smoker and his cigar,
My "addiction" is too great
I can't walk away too far...This urge simply brings me back
To the same melancholy;
I'm too in love to just move on
And there resides the irony:You don't feel it, you don't see
How much I struggle just to be
Noted, and my heart aches;
Every time you're sad it breaks.But, to be free, I wish not.
This miserable love will not change,
This addiction's part of me,
No matter how much it brings me pain.It's complicated.
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