Foster child (slow updates )

Chapter - | hide your pain with a smile |

Ray ray pov

:::::two weeks later :::::::::

Wednesday , July 17

Times :2:19 pm

When roc came through the front door , he walked right past me . Roc haven't said a word to me or Brianna

I got up from off the couch and turned the TV off . I went inside the kitchen where roc was making a tuna sandwich

"Can I please talk to you ...bro "I asked leaning on the counter ,Chersanto didn't even acknowledge my presence I really felt like a nonentity to him

"Chers-"

"Man what the fuck do you want ? Huh is it Brianna ? You know what ...you can have her , I see the way you look at her , the first time I introduced her to ya'll , the first time we all went out to the movies -- " Chersanto replied

Okay I accept what I did was wrong by looking at her so hard , but damn she was the most beautiful person I ever seen so far

"Chersanto .....Brianna don't like me she likes you ....I kissed her -she tried pulling away but I grabbed her ....from the moment I saw her I couldn't help but think about her constantly .....but you cheated on her and she did nothing but stayed loyal to you this whole time ! You don't notice how much pain you put that girl through ? You can't tell because she always keep a smile on her face "I replied , tears started forming in roc's eyes

"Man ? Are you crying ? "

"why the fuck would you do this to me ? You know how I felt about her ? I yelled at her for no reason ! You know what get the fuck out my house ray ! "Roc sighed and threw his sandwich across the room , then punched a whole in the wall

I did as I was told and went to the band house where prodigy and Princeton was .

::::::::::Brianna pov :::::::::::

I was now back on my feet good as new , even through I was happy that I was better. It was time for me to leave Chersanto house

A part of me was happy. But a part of me was sad and hurt. Chersanto didn't give me the chance to explain what happened . I love Chersanto with my whole heart and I won't ever do anything to Hurt him

As I got finished up with packing. I walked over towards Chersanto's dresser where I found an old picture of us outside of the movie theater. That was the day Chersanto and I went to the movies to see the purge with his boys and their dates Chersanto and I was madly in love back then

Tears started forming up in my eyes

"You know that was my favorite picture " a deep voice said when I turned around to see Chersanto standing inches from behind me. Another tear ran down my cheeks following another then another. " I'm sorry I was just leaving "I said walking over towards my pulling them over my shoulder.

"Brianna wait , put the bag down ........ I- I'm sorry I should have listened to you but I didn't. Ever since Princeton was in jail , I've messed up badly - I should have known ray was going to do something dumb sooner or later -I need you Brianna I can't let you walk out that door " Chersanto sighed

Chersanto was a hot mess on wheels , tears was rolling down both sides of his cheeks , and snot was coming down his nose

"hey " i said putting my hands to his cheeks " please stop crying before you make your sick ........ I love you so so so much ........stop blaming yourself "

"You don't understand ! Bri all I ever did was hurt you and I'm sorry - I'm sorry that I can't be the perfect boyfriend that you want me to be - I'm sorry .... Please - please don't leave me bri " Chersanto replied sliding down the wall with his face and hands down in his lap