If only they known how I felt if only they would stay with me.. if only she know how much I love her.. if only I didn't push her away. I messed up and I'm sorry... I messed up everything friendship. If you known how much I want cut myself how much I thought you would be better off without me how many times I felt like u didn't want me anymore. How many times I cried myself to sleep thinking that u hated me or didn't want me in your life... I hope your happy you pushed me away and now I can't come back bc I don't know if you want me back. I only have heaven and Cindy and Katie. I don't know if I can do this anymore I'm broken can't you see bbg I don't thank u can... People can't see how broken I am. Troy if you are reading this I hope you have a happy life with your gf and just know I'm always here for you and always will..... LIVIE I love you and I hope your are happy and joyful..Cindy I hope your happy and I hope you have a happy life.
@chrissqiox22
I love you guys.. don't forget me you Guys are my favorite person
