Part 21

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As we sat silently, I start thinking of many things
Does jungkook really meant that ?
Do they really love me ?
If I went back home, will they greet me well ? What if not ?

"ya, it's getting colder, you should go home" he break the silence

"I can't" I mumble

He grab my shoulder, trying to makes me facing him

"hey trust me! They need you to comeback. They won't care for you this far if they don't love you right?"
Well his words make sense, I'm still curious about all of this, I need an explanation

And now my house is just an inches away from where I stand right now. I'm nervous

"omg, Jung Hyesoo!" it's Gyura unnie
I end up inside, sitting silently on the couch

Heyy, it's my house right? Why I act like I'm in a stranger house

"hyesoo ah, jeongmal mianhada (I'm really sorry)" my mom stand behind the couches as she start crying
Why is she crying? I feel terrible

"eomma, wae geuraeyo (why are you like this)" I walk closer to her

"hyesoo ah, pls don't be mistaken, you're not a replacement or what, we love you the way you are. You know what, Mom almost faint when u are gone" my sister exclaimed. A tears rolled out of my eyes

"I'll explain all of it. Hyesoo is my past sister's name who had passed away, she's around 5 years old that time, when she died bcs of her diseases. And that was the time where we found you, lying lifelessly in the hospital. We always saw you alone, no one ever visited you, so my mom start to care for you. She thought that when you're already healthy enough, we would put you to orphanages but at the end, she decided to keep taking care of you, thought you as her real child, and even change your name, so that you can start your new life"

Gosh, it's that it? That means that I'm the worst person here, why I never think about that?

"eomma.."

What if she just leave me alone there, what if she just put me in the orphanage, I won't be here right now, I won't have this happy life
I hugged my mom as we two cried

"Hyesoo ah, I was afraid to told you, you can be hurt and maybe I could loose you that's why I didn't tell you. You've to believed that we all truly loves you. You are our treasure"

I cried hard. I just couldn't believe how loved I am
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I remind myself that I shouldn't keep living in the past
From now on, I'll just live for the future, and be happy like I used to be

As I step into the classroom, the students do the same routines as usual, they shout here and there.
When suddenly, a pair of hands covered my eyes
I giggled

"yahh, hajimaa (don't do this)"

"soo!" ofc, it's yeonmi, it's just her who loves to called me that weird nickname

"yahh, how are you??" she said as she high up her tone

"well, you've to explain to me all about it first"

So actually, unnie told me that yeonmi already know about all of my past stories, she just act like she doesn't know it

"huh? Mwo?"

"about ah yoo mi"

Her eyes widened
"uhh mian hyesoo ah, let me explain.."

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As break time came, I just walk lazily to the canteen, I feel so sleepy

"Jung Hyesoo? Ughh"

What does Miori wants now? Why's her expression is like that?
After she glared at me as if she wants to killed me with her eyes, she left
And at the same time, I got a text and it shows 'jungkook'. I widened my eyes

Jungkook : hey, let's go out together
Me : go out where?

Does he mean a date?? Gosh, why am I thinking like that..

Jungkook : how bout, tomorrow at amusement park? I'm free these days
Me : really? But how bout your fans around there, they could recognize you
Jungkook : don't you worry about that. So at 10 o'clock deal?
Me : I think that's too early
Jungkook : no it isn't, the sun is hot you know
Me : but it's winter. Well nvm. But why do you want to go to amusement park? That's for children right?
Jungkook : yah, you don't know how fun was roller coaster
Me : ugh , well okay deal

Omg, I can't believe this right now, we are going out together alone? Just the two of us?
Uh stop imagining crazy things -.-
He just want to ride roller coaster, that's all
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As that day came, I don't know why but I wake up so early , at 7 o'clock. it's like miracle I wake up that early on holidays
But okay, I admit that I'm nervous and very excited

As the clock shows 9 o'clock, I quickly dressed up
I wore my red jacket, scarf, and black jeans. And for the shoes, I wore boots with a little heels on it

Today, I think I'm pretty fashionable, I even wore a little make up
Well, I can't looks ugly in front of him right

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So I arrived 10 minutes late. Gosh, I didn't even notice that I'm this long to just dressing up
I look at where we supposed to meet up at, but he wasn't there. So I walk around a little, but still no sight of him. Maybe, he's late too
So I wait again as 30 minutes passed
I text him but he doesn't read, so I called him but his phone is off
Ugh pls, it's cold you know

I keep waiting for 2 hours now
Okay, I should go home, but someone keep reminding me that I should keep waiting, how if he really is coming
I sat at the bench nearby as the night came
I'm really freezing now, I couldn't bear the coldness
But I try to wait again but he never came
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To be continued
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Yay, finally I update again! Sorry if you didn't like this part but I will make it more excited on my future part
So what do you think had happen to Jungkook?
Do you think it's just because his sudden schedule?



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