Trust Again

Chapter 25

Millie's POV:

I heard someone running up the stairs and I knew that it was Harry but my heart was still beating really fast and a strange and unfamiliar feeling overcame my body. A feeling mixed of fear but happiness about the fact that he didn't left me alone.

“Millie, open the door” his angry voice shouted through the silence.

I didn't answer and I stayed silent while sitting on the floor.

“Open the fucking door, or I will break it” he shouted again.

“I still didn't react, the tears now running down over my cheeks. My body was shaking. I was scared of him, I was scared about what he could do to me and I was scared about him being angry and furious towards me.

“I count until three, Millie” He shouted again and I slowly stood up. I didn't want him to break my door.

“I don't feel like talking to you right now” I whispered as I reached the door.

I heard him taking a deep breath and without seeing him I knew he had his eyes closed and tried to calm down. I could tell his hands were still formed to fists and he leant the against the door frame.

“Open the door Millie” he said again his voice still thick of anger.

“No” I quietly say, my voice is shaking and the tears wont stop running down my cheeks. I tried to hold back the sobs and I'm proud of myself for dong an great job.

He stayed quiet for a few moments before I heard him taking another deep breath. He sighed before he spoke again.

“Millie, I beg you open the door, please” his voice is calm now and I'm surprised at how soft it sounded.

“I am scared” I confessed and I heard him stopping to breath. Was he surprised that he scared me?

“I wont hurt you, I promise” he told me, he had his voice under control now.

“Please” he begged again.

Hundreds of thoughts ran through my mind. The letter. Ruby. Mum. My past. Everything bad that happened. Would he hurt me, could I trust him. I knew he was dangerous and I still let him live in my house. I made out with him and I talked with him about my Dad about Emma. I talked about him about school. I let him cook for me. I let him watch a movie with me. I let him kiss me, I wasn't even stopping him as he touched me. He stopped when I asked him to stop. He protected me when I was too scared to open the door last night. He was there when I called him. He protected me from the strange noises. He saved me from the strange man running after me. He waited for me to make sure I got back home safe. He was there. He was always there.

Without even thinking I opened the door a few seconds later and I stood there watching him as he pushed the door back and made me almost fell on the floor.

“I'm sorry” he said quickly before grabbing my hands. “Now tell me what did she say?”

I instantly regretted letting him in, I thought he would be nice, for once. I thought he had changes his mind and wanted to protect me again. Protect me from what? I almost laughed about my thoughts. He couldn't protect me from himself.

“Its nothing important” I told him, not looking at him.

He put his hands around my face, cupping my cheeks softer than I expected him to and slowly lifted my head up. His thumbs ran over my skin trying to remove the traces of the tears. Unnecessary cause new tears were constantly rolling down my cheeks.

“Please tell me what she said” He begged again and as always I went weak by the shade of his green eyes locked with mine.

My voice was shaking as I opened my mouth to tell him.

“She just asked me if I'm happy and if I want to come to the party” I said quietly trying to avoid his green eyes.

“That's all” he asked gripping my face harder.

I flinched at his forcing touch and he immediately softened the grip as I met his eyes again I knew he was sorry for gripping that hard.

“Yes that's it” I told him and tried to step out of his grip.

I should have known better that he wouldn't release me and I almost feel bad for even trying.

“You're lying, I can tell it by the look on your face” his words surprised me.

“She also asked me if you're nice and that I should be careful” I whispered, scared of him by the way he held my face. I put my hands on his hands and tried to push him back, his grip was hurting me... again.

He looked at me, his eyes got darker again, not the same colour than they were when we made out there was something in it that scared me of him. I closed my eyes, new tears were running down my cheeks as I turned my face to the floor.

“Let me go” I begged him and he sighed before he pulled me into his chest. His hands instantly wrapped around my body. I turned my head so that my ear was resting on his chest and I felt his heart beating really heavy. He really was upset but he tried to cover it. Even though he hurt me I still feel protected as he tightened his arms around me and squeezed me closer against his chest. He let out a deep sigh before he released me out of his arms.“I need to go and manage some things” he said before he went towards the door and down the stairs.

I looked at him in disbelief, he ran down the stairs, I heard his footsteps echoing through the hall before the shut the door closed behind him.

I felt disappointed and hurt as I heard him leaving my house with his car and I looked outside my window to see the empty slip road.

The moment I realised that I was alone was the moment when I broke down. I let myself fall onto the bed and cried. The sobs were leaving my mouth is such a short period that I had trouble to breath and I pinched for air. 

A/N:

I didn't reach the votes until now, but some of you begged for another chapter so this is a SHORT filler and a motivation for you to vote faster because I will update as soon as I reach the votes :) 

Anyways I'm not at home for the next 3 days so there will be no update but I promise you an extra long chapter when I'm home again and if you're voting really hard :) 

You can check out my other fanfiction called "Unexpected" and read it while you're waiting for updates. Its another Harry fanfiction :)