STD's

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by Perpetuallysarcastic

by Perpetuallysarcastic

Chapter 6

Johnnie's Point of View

It takes me almost forty five minutes to find my way home from Kyle's house. I walk in to my mother and her boyfriend eating dinner, they sit at the eight person table in the dining room. It's just me, my mom and my brother living in this house, the overly large table is depressing, I look at it and see those five extra seats and just feel empty, like my brother and I will never be enough or something, we could never fill those extra seats. I stare at my mom and John and shoot a fake smile their way as I trudge past them, up the stairs and then into my room. I put on some pajama pants and climb into my huge bed, engulfing myself in blankets as I slowly drift off to sleep.

we lay on my bed, exchanging soft, sweet kisses. They grow more passionate and I place my arms around his neck. He positions me, so I'm sitting on his lap as he deepens the kiss. I kiss back and this moment lasts for what feels infinite. I feel my lip being licked and I part my lips farther to grant entrance. Our tongues push against each other softly, our every encounter soft and sweet rather than aggressive, not full of lust, but compassion. He gently tugs at the hem of my t-shirt and starts pulling up, I lift my arms assisting him, reaching for his shirt in return as I lift it gently over his head...

I wake up sweating. Fuck, why am I so turned on. I'm in love with Alex. Alex Alex Alex Alex. I repeat her name in my head over and over again until I drift back into a heavy sleep.

I awake to a text from Alex

Alex: Hey, come over when you wake up. I want to see you, i miss you <3

-received at 8:45

Me: I'll come over after I shower I promise

-sent at 9:16

After showering I head over to Alex's house and knock on the door. She opens it, dressed in a pale pink dress that matches her hair, she pulls me by my hand into her house and up to her room. I look her in the eye's and smile at her, my grin cheek to cheek. No matter what I do I can't help but feel like this smile is fake, forced, I don't understand why. Usually I get butterflies when I even look at a text from her let alone her face. She smiles back before pushing me on to her bed and climbing on top of me, smashing her lips into mine. I kiss back, the kiss becoming more heated, filled with pure lust. Caught up in the moment I lick her lips and she accepts, shoving her tongue into my mouth uncomfortably, I sit up and flip us over so I'm leaning over her, our lips staying connected as she puts her hands on my hips, reaching for the hem of my t-shirt

He gently tugs at the hem of my t-shirt and starts pulling up

Shit

I pull away from Alex, looking into her lost eyes, a hurt expression spread across her face.

The next thing I say is stupid, completely idiotic

"I have an STD" I say mentally groaning at myself as she erupts into laughter "No you don't silly, you're a virgin" she says, giving me a toothy smile. I'm an idiot, Okay Johnnie, you can fix this, just end the lies here and go with the joke. Just have sex with your girlfriend.

"No I'm not, Alex" I say looking down at my feet. What the fuck is wrong with you, Johnnie! "I- I cheated on you last month, I'm so sorry" I blurt out. Oh my god, tape my mouth shut please

A tear slips out of her eye and all that comes out of her mouth is

"get out"

A/N I'm really sorry, this chapter is bad, I promise the next one will be better