Hold Onto My Heart - Cashby - Mpreg

Chapter 4

5 Days later

Alan POV- 

Well it's finally Christmas day and I'm determined to make sure Austin has the best day possible. He use to visit his mother every single Christmas and they'd have dinner together, though that's not happening this year and I knew he'll probably be upset by it, even if he doesn't show it. 

It was nearly 10am and I'd let Austin sleep in while I sorted out dinner and placed out the presents I'd brought for him underneath the Christmas tree. I returned back to the kitchen to make some coffee when I felt a pair of long, tattoo covered arms wrap around my hips from behind. 

"Good morning, Mr Ashby~" I heard the taller man whisper from behind me. "Merry Christmas" he placed a few kisses on my ear and moved down to my neck. 

I'd noticed these last few days that Austin had been acting different around me lately. Not in a bad way, he was just more affectionate and always stuck by my side. However I woke up a few nights ago to Austin going through pages online about his possible condition and I'd never seen him look so terrified. I couldn't blame him for being scared, because I was too. I didn't want anything bad to ever happen to him.

He kept a brave face on in front of me though, even if I had told him many times to let his emotions out to me. He just wouldn't do that. The first time I'd ever seen him cry was when he lost his mother, but now he's just bottling everything up and I don't like that at all. He's my boyfriend, he should be able to confine in me about any problems he's having...

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After dinner, me and Austin spent some time together laying in bed and opening presents while a Christmas movie played on the TV in the background. Every worry I had over the last few weeks got pushed to the back of my mind and seeing Austin's smile as he opened the gifts I'd got him, just made me forget about all the shit that went on this month.

I curled myself into Austin's side as we were now laying underneath the blankets of our bed while watching Snow White. I felt his fingers run up and down my back in a soothing motion while he pressed kisses to my forehead every so often. 

I was wearing a pair of grey boxer shorts with one of Austin's Slipknot hoodies on top. He had some pyjamas pants on that always rode low on his hips whenever he would stand up. Not that I was complaining though. Austin never wore a shirt while we were in bed together as he knew I loved to just curl into his side and rest on his warm body with his heart beating softly against my ear. 

I bit my lip and let out a small sigh before getting out of bed and walked out of the room. I heard Austin call my name a few times, but I didn't answer him. Instead I walked into the living room, grabbing a present I'd hidden earlier on. 

"Alan? What's the matter?" I heard from behind me before I turned around, coming face to face with my much taller boyfriend. 

"I just wanted to give you this before I fell asleep..~" I told him, handing the present to him while keeping my head down.

He slowly took the gift from me and tore at the wrapping paper, revealing a piece of small black clothing. I glanced up at him just as he unfolded it with a confused expression on his face. He was now holding a small onesie with 'Daddy's little rockstar' written on the front in bright red and white letters.

"What the--" he trailed off and brushed his thumb over the soft material. "Wait.. Are you serious?" He asked, his voice almost trembling on every word.

I was kinda nervous now as he didn't sound or even look happy to find out the news. I just gave him a nod as a reply before dropping my gaze back to the floor. Suddenly Austin wrapped his arms around me, picking me up and spun in circles.

"Holy shit! I'm gonna be a dad! I can't believe it!" He cheered before covering my lips with his own in a long passionate kiss. "I love you so fucking much, Alan! This has actually been the best damn Christmas ever!" 

In this moment, everything was just perfect and the future definitely seems brighter than before. 

Austin will be a wonderful father, I just know it~

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