Jerk [johnnie Guilbert ]

0.05

Sam is the blonde one colby is the brown hair boy

Johnnie's P.O.V

What the hell is happening to me i fucking hate lyric shes stupid ugly dumb worthless ughhhhh i cant im trying to watch a god damn movie and him and lyric flirting there asses off im right behind them i can see everthing i think i like lyric oh no

Lyrics P.O.V

I just got back from the movies and rose showed me the dress its perfect i got out my phone texting that cute boy i met at the movies i tried but it said i couldn't i sighed i knew it i dropped my phone on my bed and put breathe me by sia i dont listen to pop but i really love this song i picked up my phone sat on my bed while the song played just thinking about everthing and everyone tommorow i have to sing and dance in front of the school what If i mess up ughh im so mad but im more mad that colby blocked or deleted my number for some reason i found myself crying a little i rubbed my eyes i sighed why

Johnnie's P.O.V

I entered the apartment that i live in with bryan who has big blonde hair i rin to my room and grab my guitar and starts writting lyrics on a paper writting lyrics
(you can skip the bold letters and the song is on the top)
Don't know, don't know if I can do this on my own
Why do you have to leave me?
It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me
Hold on onto me
[Pre-Chorus:]
Now I see, now I see
[Chorus:]
Everybody hurts some days
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts, everybody screams
Everybody feels this way and it's okay
Ladadadada, it's okay
[Verse 2:]
It feels like nothing really matters anymore
When you're gone, I can't breathe
And I know you never meant to make me feel this way
This can't be happening
[Pre-Chorus:]
Now I see (now I see), now I see
[Chorus:]
Everybody hurts some days
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts, everybody screams
Everybody feels this way and it's okay
Ladadadada it's okay
Lalalala
[Bridge:]
So many questions, so much on my mind
So many answers I can't find
I wish I could turn back the time
I wonder why
Everybody hurts some days (some days)
Everybody hurts some days (some days)
[Chorus:]
Everybody hurts some days (some days)
It's okay to be afraid (I'm afraid)
Everybody hurts, everybody screams
Everybody feels this way and it's okay
Ladadadada it's okay
Lalalalala it's okay
Everybody hurts some days
(Some days)
It's okay to be afraid
(I'm afraid)
Everbody hurts some days
Yeah, we all feel pain (It's okay)
Everybody feels this way
But it'll be okay (some days)
Can't somebody take me away
To a better place?
Everybody feels this way
(Ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-ahhhh)
Ladadada it's okay
Lalalala, it's okay
Ladadada it's okay
Lalalala, it's okay

I started crying why did i have to treat her like that im so stupid i dont know why i just just i sighed crying
(is it just me or are you tearing up a little bit )

Lyrics P.O.V
I get up from my bed and star at everthing "why does everyone hate me " i chocked out i get up grab my shoes and walk to the park it's 7:56 and its dark i sigh and sit on the cement looking down just thinking "hey" i heard someone say i look up to see jeydon i get up and hug him crying on him getting his shirt soaked "lyric whats wrong" jeydon said "everything" i said cleaning up my tears "i dont know jeydon everyone hates me i usally dont get this sad this is new to me i cant jeydon i cant everyone fucki- i got cut of by jeydon kissing me i felt butterflies in my stomache i smiled into the kiss ,kissing him back he pulled away
"Your perfect to me lyric"he said

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Soooooo i cried in this chapter