K-POP one shots

B2ST/B.A.P ~ Yoseob & Zelo - Open wounds

      You stepped around in the apartment, barefoot, shorts and one of Yoseob's shirts that fit you too long on. A smile grew on your lips, coming around to the small room dedicated for Yoseob. His small studio he made in there was a mess, making you shake your head. You stepped around the discarded bags of chips and redbull cans to the boy who was out cold on the black sofa. His brown hair stuck out in different directions, eyes softly closed, and lips parted slightly. Wasn't Yoseob a sight to see when he was peacefully asleep? You kneeled down and sat on your legs, in front of him, letting a hand brush some neglected hair strands back from his forehead.

"Yoseob? Yebo? Wake up." You first said softly, hoping to spend the rest of the day with him, and thought it was partly selfish of you to wake him up after the long night he had with HyunSeung and Junhyun, you wanted to get as much time with him as you possibly could. His promotions for B2ST were in two days, meaning Yoseob would be even more busy and tried than he was already. Moving to the bed to snuggle wouldn't be much to ask for, he would be able to sleep while you got that he'd hold you.

"Mmm?" His eyes fluttered open, a smile slowly stretched out on his pink  lips. "What is it Jagiya?" His voice was a slight whisper.

"Come to the bed, it's better there." You responded, giving his arm a good tug. He smiled and nodded, sat up and followed you to the bedroom. He crawled on the bed as you went around it, his body collapsing on the soft material, he waited for your body to be within his grasp to close his eyes and slowly fall asleep. You smiled and snuggled into his chest, feeling his shallow breaths and the beat of his heart. Somewhere realizing how exhausted you were and how warm Yoseob was, you fell asleep.

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       He smiled up at you, touching your bare legs, making his way up to your waist. You giggled and wrapped your arms around his neck, he stood between your legs as you were seated on the counter of the Kitchen. You were in the process of distracting him from making dinner which began to burn on the stove next to where you and Yoseob were sharing one of those moments that tend to flash back in your head when you're apart from one another. Yoseob's smile faded once the smell of the burning food became overwhelming, making him stumble back and turn the stove off.

"YAH!" He pointed at you, a glare on his face. "You did this! Happy? Now what are we going to eat, Jagiya?" Yoseob said. You smiled and jumped off the counter.

"It'll be fine. I'll make dinner while you go and relax, kay?" You wrapped your arms around his neck once again, pulling him down to kiss you. He did, though pulled back quickly. "Was this all apart of some plan so I wouldn't cook?" He said.

"Whaa? No... of course not.." You laughed and pushed him out of the Kitchen. Sure you liked that he tried to cook food for you, but you've tried to eat his food, it always ended up with spitting it in a napkin when he wasn't looking, that and you really didn't feel like eating ramen again. You prepared a meal consisting of different dishes, the smell drifting around the apartment; Yoseob was at your side again, his hand to his stomach. "Every thing looks really good Jagiya." He beamed, putting his hand in a pan, stealing a piece of meat. You laughed and nodded, turning off the stove.

"Well since I cooked dinner, would you be kind to help me take this food to the table?" You said giving him a little bit of ageyo.

"mmm." He nodded and helped you take the mass amount of food to the table. Gathering around it, you both shared a nice dinner. Though Yoseob demanded an apology for indirectly stating that his food was nothing but soggy ramen, which what it really was. You laughed and apologized, the conversation switched quickly to Yoseob.

"Aishh, I'm looking forward to the comeback, but the practices are kicking my butt." He said, moving some vegtables that he neglected to eat with his fork.

     You bit down on your lower lip. "Yeah, I know I hardly get to see you anymore," You paused. "But seeing your fans and seeing how the hard work gets you big success." You added, as you grabbed his hand from across the table.

    He nodded, "Yeah, you're right." His smile returned making you smile with him. Sure you loved that he was getting to do what he wanted to do in life, that he was able to be who he wanted to be, but there was a part of you who wanted him to be a normal boy, so you'd be able to have more time with him. You looked down, hating how you felt that way, you hated being so damn selfish.

"Jagiya?" He asked, chuckling.

"Hm?" You looked up.

"What are you thinking about?" He tilted his head to the side.

"I.." Your mouth went dry, I was thinking about you giving up this whole star thing and being with me. "I'm just going to really miss you."

"Aw, I'm going to miss you like crazy too, but I mean if we endured this when I had to do my solo promotions, then I think we'll be just fine now, right?" He stood up and brought you into a hug. You nodded immediately regretting even thinking about wanting to make him chose between his work, no.. making him chose between his dream and his girlfriend.

"Of course we'll be fine." You said, snuggling more into his chest.

"I really love you, _______." He muttered and kissed the top of your head.

"I love you, too Yoseob." You replied smiling.

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"Noona? Noona!??" Zelo waved a hand in front of your face, you recovered from your dazed state and looked at him. The small cafe seemed to drown away, and the presences of him seemed to disappear as you were deep in thought.

"Sorry, where you telling me something?" You asked him. He let out a sigh and shook his head, putting his mug up to his small lips, making him at least look two years older. His hair down, a causal red shirt and grey jeans, with the added touch of a necklace hung down to his chest, made you aware that he actually styled himself this time. He placed the white cup down, his eyes met yours.

"What is it Noona?" He asked, his eyes sparking a bit.

"Nothing..." You shook your head and took interest into your phone, smiling weakly.

"Noona...?" Zelo asked, his voice sounding his age, since his look didn't.

"Hm?" You looked up and you suddenly regretted it. His looked serious, the small eye smile came out, but his lips weren't turned up. He looked much, much older now. You placed your phone down, giving him the attention he was obviously requesting for.

"Do... do you miss him?" Zelo said. There wasn't really any emotion to his words, it was a simple question to him, but you had trouble answering. You sighed and looked down at the wooden table.

"Sometimes. Sometimes I do." You replied with a solid nod. He didn't show any emotion to the answer, which to a point that concerned you. Yoseob and you were perfect together, you two had this connection that rarely could be found. But like most young relationships, it ended and like the cycle you found some one else. Zelo was the young boy who interested you, who was cute, childish, a risk worth taking, but that's not the true reason you accepted his love. It was the point that he made you feel again, he made you smile again, so many things that he had helped you regain. You looked out the window, trying to get your eyes to look at something else; anything else besides him.

"Momets when he'd take lead, moments when it's raining and I can smell the coffee and soft old music he'd put on, moments when I remember him." You said, watching the people outside calming walking past the cafe.

"Noona? Are you happy with me?" Zelo's small voice penetrated the stillness of the air. You looked at him, catching his eyes shift away from yours.

"I'm more than happy Zelo. I'm healing, I know it's been difficult for you, but know that I really do love you." You reassured him.

"Does Noona want Hyun back?" He asked.

"I don't. I don't." You grabbed his hand, giving it a squeeze. It was hard to explain how you felt towards Yoseob and Zelo. Yes, there were times you wished Yoseob was at your side, but there wasn't a chance that you didn't love Zelo. His soft smile and gentle, shy touch wasn't like anything you've really ever experienced.

        He finally looked up at you, a weak smile on his lips. "Are you sure?"

"Positive." You stood up and pulled him up from his chair. "I really do miss him some times Zelo, but that's all in the past. I love the childish, dork, who loves to skate board, and always tries to use ageyo to get me to get him cherry tomato's and makes fun of my height. I love you." You placed a cold hand on his warm cheek.

"You mean that Noona?" Zelo couldn't hide the mass happiness from his voice, or face.

"I mean that." You nodded, and pecked his lips. "Come on, I'm pretty sure Yongguk is going to yell at us if we're late to his party." You pulled him out of the cafe and to B.A.P's dorm.

      It hurt sometimes, the lingering pain of Yoseob's voice and touch, but spending more and more time with Zelo was healing all the open wounds you had, replacing it all with his loving touch and solid voice, and for that you couldn't thank him more.