Memories

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Alone. Again. Brian has just told me that he doesn't want to get married, and have kids. So we decided to end things between us. And now I'm alone, again.
I pick up my phone and look through some old pictures of me and Brian together.
Delete.
I continue to scroll down, I stop as I see pictures from years ago. Pictures from when we all went to John's promotion party.
Me and John. Me and Cragen. Me and Finn. Me and...
I put down my phone and walk into the bedroom.
Today has been a long day, so I decide to go to bed early. I open my closet and I put on a pair of grey sweats. I look to the very back of my closet and pull out an abnormally large NYPD t-shirt.
Why is this so big?
I ask myself.
The scent on the shirt is familiar....

Anyways, I walk into the kitchen to get a glass of water.
I glance over to the clock and see that it is already 12:45. I walk back into the bedroom and place the glass of water on the coaster an open the sheets for me to climb into bed. I don't know why I have a double bed, nobody sleeps with me. Nobody wants me. So what is the point?
My head hits the pillow as I look up to the ceiling. More thoughts begin to fill my head.
The pictures on my phone.
I miss Brian. But our relationship couldn't have gone any further, he didn't want children, and I did. He didn't want to get married, and I did.
The other pictures, the last one. Me and him. We were so close. We knew everything about each other.
But he never knew how I felt about him. He never knew how I really felt. And now he will never know. Because he left. Without even saying goodbye.

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