i'm not as happy
as it seems
i'm not the girl
i used to be
there is always a little
sadness inside
a kind of feeling
i'm not satisfied
i don't know why
i cry at night
but i can't lie
i'm not alright
standing there
and fake a smile
will make me feel
a little bit better
then a whole lot worse.
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