Choices

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Ariana POV,

' BEEP BEEP BEEP..'
I woke up hearing my alarm.

" turn that shit off" he snapped.

" o-ok" I stutter I don't like when he gets loud. It scares me. Well let me introduce myself I'm ariana grande 22 an have a abuser as a boyfriend. Don't ask why I stay with him well its BC I love him.

" um what do u want to eat for breakfast " I ask him.

" pancakes, eggs and bacon now scurry along bitch" he said while looking on his phone. That hurt . I walked down stairs an grabbed the pancake mix and eggs an bacon I put the stove on medium an started cooking. I started crying my tears were getting in the pancakes.

I got done cooking I set up the table an put our food on our plates. All of sudden pair of arms were wrapped around me.

" I'm sorry I snapped and called u a bitch" he said. 'Your always sorry' I said to my self.

" what u say" he said. Oh shit I probably said it.

" nothing" I looked the opposite direction from his eyes.

"WHAT DID U SAY" he yelled in my face.

" NOTHING " I yelled back. All of sudden he slapped me.

" DONT EVER YELL AT ME" he scream in my face.

" I FUCKING HATE U THATS WHAT I SAID" I yelled. An I ran upstairs lock myself in my bedroom. An cried. I walked in the bathroom an grabbed the razor an cut my wrist 5 times. Blood was everywhere I hear yelling to me to open the door.

All of sudden the door was bust open an I see his eyes when looked at me an my cuts.

" ariana" he said worriedly.

" leave me alone" I cried.

" baby I'm sorry" he cried. He can take his sorrys an shove it up his ass.

" fuck ur sorrys u always say sorry an it don't mean shit I'm sick of u hurting an abusing an yelling at me I never did anything to u to hurt me an u need help an when u found help come home BC right now I'm done get ur stuff an get out" I cried but tried to stay strong.

" baby please" he cried.

" GET OUT" I Yelled.

He got up an walked in the room grabbed some clothes . when he was done he looked at me. He tried to kiss me . but I looked away.

" I'm coming back baby girl I promise" he cried.

" I will see it to believe it Justin " I said. He gave me a kiss on the fore head an left.

"Why" I sobbed. In my pillow for 3 years I deal with this but I can't help it I love him .. I hope he does come back an better.

" I love you" I sobbed. An started to drift off to sleep.

A/N poor ariana. Is Justin going to get help or no. What is ariana gonna do now. An u will see soon lol... I will be updating soon my loves.