Insane; shameless fanfic

So we didn't? {8}

 (WARNING: AWKWARDLY DIRTY, I would call this mildly dirty XD OMGOSH WHAT AM I ABOUT TO WRITE)

I woke up to loud talking downstairs I couldn't quite understand what they were saying but they weren't happy about it.

I walked downstairs to see what was going on

"Mia!" Fiona said with a smile she came up to me and gave me a big hug

"I'm so glad your up, Ian is missing again... and you were the last one to see him do you know where he went" Fiona asked

"No, Wait Ian's missing?"
Fiona nodded

Carl walked past me and gave me a wink
I didn't have time for his shit, but maybe he would make me feel better.

"So you followed me.." Carl said

Slowly coming towards me he started to make out with me, Is it bad that it made me feel a little better? He continued as he lead me to my bedroom he sat me on the bed and took his shirt off
he kept making out with me as he slowly unbuttoned my shirt, as he took my shirt off he started to give me a hickey, he then started to pull my pant's down he then did the same
He started to thrust slowly then faster then I realized (OMG MY BRAIN!!!)
WHAT THE FUCK WAS I DOING WITH A 14 YEAR OLD.

"STOP!" I yelled

he stopped

"this is awkward..." Carl said

"Awkward for you or awkward for me, because it is so fucking awkward for me"

"I know you don't like me I'm only fucking you because my girlfriend wont fuck me and you seemed more vulnerable"

"Fuck you, And I'm sorry you girlfriend won't fuck you"

"It's okay.. can I just get one last make out session?"

"no."

He ignored my answer and started making out with me

"Too bad." he said

"I'm sorry for all this drama I caused. at least you didn't take your knickers off otherwise... this could have been worse"

"You still humped me" I said

"Whatever, I was stupid"

"You were"

"And Mia..."

"Yes?"

"We didn't actually fuck the first time.."

"No shit." I said

"Yeah, I wasn't that dumb I felt bad too."

Carl was a good nut, I mean he did drug me and almost do it with me but he stopped when I asked him too. and It's not like we actually saw each other naked or anything, I mean I am grossed out by the humping still but, to be honest I was only letting him hump me because I missed Ian and I do realize he's gay and it's stupid of me to like a gay dude but I do and I can't help that.

To Be Continued

OMG I'M SO EMBARRASSED BY THIS ITS TERRIBLE AND PLUS I DON'T LIKE WRITING SMUT!
But I will do anything for y'all and one of ya asked for something to happen between Mia and Carl, so that's that done, anymore suggestions leave them below thanks
and sorry Babyy-L   

You probably thought this was disgusting and if my mom read this I'm sorry again XD (btw my mom doesn't read my story's or even have a wattpadd she just read one of my story's a long time ago and I'm crossing my fingers that she doesn't still read my story's)
I'm just so sorry.
Thank you for reading (don't worry I don't think I'll write smut ever again)
~fcking_gallaghers