Matt POV
i'm currently sitting next to Sarah holding her hand, which really isn't a shocker because I have been since she was admitted in the hospital
"Sarah, it's been the worst 4 days of my life. I just want you to open your eyes already, I want to hear your beautiful voice and see that one of a kind smile"
I felt a light squeeze and saw a small smile
"hi." she said quietly whilst opening her eyes
"Sarah" I breathed, "God, I missed you." I say as I kiss her forehead
"is this heaven?" she asks with a sly smile
"just my version of it babygirl" I smile
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"Wheres Molly?" Sarah asks and I look over at Taylor
"she'll be here tomorrow, but she's the one that saved your life," Taylor answers
I look over at Sarah who had a confused look
"what do you mean saved my life?"
"you needed a kidney transplant and she gave you her kidney." I said this time
her eyes teared up, "she really saved my life.." she began to cry
"Sarah, it's okay." I said as I walked over to her and held her hand
"where are Nash and Cameron?" she asks after she wipes her tears
"Cameron is at home, showering and what not" I answer, she looks at me waiting to continue
"Nash is also at home," Taylor says noticing I wasn't saying anything
"have they been here?" she asks
and we both nod,
"Sarah, do you remember what happened?" and she nodded
"a little bit of it"
"this is Nash's fault" I say and she shakes her head
"it's both of our faults," she answers and this time I shake my head
"I'm not going to fight with you," I say clearing my throat
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I walk over to the cafeteria to get something to eat and get her some ice chips
"man, you have to invite him" Taylor says and i look at him like he's dumb
"he could've killed her" I argued
"he's her best friend. you can't change that. if she wants to see him then the right thing to do is let it happen"
I sigh, "you call him. I don't want to talk to him."
"you can't be mad forever," he says
I shrug, "I'm mad now"
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NASH POV
"yeah, she's awake and she has been asking for you" Taylor says
"okay I'll be right there"
I smile but then I remember that Matt will kill me
i shrug it off she's probably going to be super mean to me when I get there and she'll yell at me and all that fun stuff
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I nervously walk into her hospital room with the flowers I bought
"you bought her flowers?" Cameron asks and I shrug
"I didn't know what I should get her, flowers were like the easy pick" and he chuckled
I walk in and she looks straight at me and then smiles, I was confused
I set the flowers down by the sink
"Sarah," I begin to say
she shakes her head, "its okay" she says softly
I could feel all the eyes on us
"no Sarah it isn't okay. I know I haven't been a friend at all and that fight this morning was probably the stupidest fight you and I have ever had."
she smiles at me, "it was pretty stupid." I chuckle softly
"but Nash it wasn't just you. you know if I would stop being so butt hurt over this then everything would be different"
"I miss you," I say and she smiles
"I miss you too," she says back
"okay out." Matt says
"Matt" Sarah argues
he shoots me a look and I smile a small smile at Sarah before I leave
I knew he wouldn't be okay with me there
which is understandable
i'm just glad I was able to say something to Sarah, she's the one I care for
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