The other woman lets out a soft laugh. "Like in the next nine months?"
"Well..." Charlotte says, and Hadley can hear the smile in her voice. It's enough to send her backward several steps, stumbling a bit in her too-high heels. The empty halls of the church are dark and silent, and she feels suddenly chilled despite the temperature.
Nine months, she thinks, her eyes pricking with tears.
Her first thought is for her mother, though whether it's a wish to protect or to be protected, she's not really sure. Either way, she wants nothing more than to hear her mom's voice right now. But her phone is downstairs, in the same room as Charlotte, and besides, how could she be the one to break the news? She knows Mom has a tendency to take these things in stride, always as wholly unruffled as Hadley is irrational. But this is different. This is huge. And it seems impossible that even Mom could avoid feeling rattled by this piece of news.
Hadley certainly is, anyway.
She's still perched there like that, leaning against the doorframe and glaring at the stairs, when she hears footsteps around the corner, and the deep sound of men laughing. She darts down the hall a little ways so that it won't look as if she's been doing precisely what she's been doing, and is there examining her fingernails with what she hopes is a look of great nonchalance when Dad appears alongside the minister.
"Hadley," he says, clapping a hand on her shoulder and addressing her as if they see each other every day. "I want you to meet Reverend Walker."
"Nice to meet you, dear," the elderly man says, taking her hand and then turning back to Dad. "I'll see you at the reception, Andrew. Congratulations again."
"Thanks so much, Reverend," he says, and then the two of them are left there to watch as the minister hobbles off again, his black robes trailing behind him like a cape.
When he's disappeared around the corner, Dad turns back to Hadley with a grin.
"It's good to see you, kiddo," he says, and Hadley feels her smile wobble and then fall. She glances over at the basement door, and those two words go skidding through her head again.
Nine months.
Dad is standing close enough that she can smell his aftershave, minty and sharp, and the rush of memories it brings makes her heart quicken. He's looking at her like he's waiting for something—for what?—as if she should be the one to begin this charade, crack open her heart and spill it right there at his feet.
As if she's the one with secrets to tell.
She's spent so much time avoiding him, so much effort trying to cut him out of her life—as if it were that easy, as if he were as insubstantial as a paper doll—and now it turns out he's the one who's been keeping something from her.
"Congrats," Hadley croaks, submitting to a somewhat stilted hug, which ends up as more of a pat on the back than anything else.
Dad steps away awkwardly. "I'm glad you made it."
"Me, too," she says. "It was nice."
"Charlotte's excited to meet you," he says, and Hadley bristles.
"Great," she manages to say.
Dad gives her a hopeful smile. "I think you two will get on brilliantly."
"Great," she says again.
He clears his throat and fidgets with his bow tie, looking stiff and uncomfortable, though whether it's the tux or the situation, Hadley isn't sure.
"Listen," he says. "I'm actually glad I found you alone. There's something I want to talk to you about."
Hadley stands up a bit straighter, steeling herself as if to absorb a great impact. She doesn't have time to be relieved that he's actually going to tell her after all; she's so busy working out how to react to the news of the baby—sullen silence? fake surprise? shocked disbelief?—that her face is wiped clean as a chalkboard when he finally delivers the blow.
