july 31
dear n,
you called again for the 21st time. 2 times today. you were comforting your younger sibling and it was really cute, really really cute. your voice sounded sweet, how you comfort her is so sweet for a guy. it made me fall for you a little more. you made me sing again, and i sang again. you promised me that you will sing too if i sing for you, you also promised me that last night but you just laughed and laughed and laughed. i sang again but this time my voice were breaking, and you continued to laugh. and then you sang to me a song that broke my heart when i found out the reason why you sang it. it was your favorite because you and your ex used to sing it together before. i asked you if you still love her and you answered no, it lightened my mood but somehow, it kept bothering me but oh well. you called me three days in a row now. i dont want to give it a special meaning but boy, you do have a knack of getting my hopes up. you're pretty good at this game, tbh.
p.s. i hope tomorrow will be the same.
