Some of us might be in phase they taught its the end of life.
The broken part where the relationship end with mutual or one sided ending.
Its been a while since it happened.
In that dark part of life it's so hard to move forward.
They said it easy.
They said everything will be okay,
But they didn't know what exactly and when exactly it will be okay.
In time...
In the dark black hole every inch of someone is eating up all the bright side you had.
Your starting to stare blanking from the wall and ceiling..
Thinking how you get there and how all the love was gone.
You both treasure it both take care of it
Then in some way just one click it broke apart.
The minutes the hours the days the nights the years.
Just blow up in your face then it all gone.
Memories is still linger.
The voices still playing inside the mind.
Trying every single advice they told you do
But still end up silently crying all night.
It's so easy to say move on.
They are not worthy enough.
You convinced your self and Stop thinking but most of the time you failed it's so hard erase those memories.
From the smiles laughter hugs kiss and touch tattooed on your mind.
In every single moment it kept repeating like slow motion movies.
the tears began to explode on your eyes then all the things you done together paint the pictures on your head like it just happening in real time.
You prayed the pain will stop but sometimes you just want to give up the life you've got.
When you build your whole life around with someone then one day you woke up alone with no one.
They crush your soul and broke you apart
And thing you want to do it is to take out your heart.
No words of wisdom can comfort you.
No words can make you feel everything is gonna be alright because you feel you tried so hard but still in that same shades of light
Each time you go out all the things turn color black and white.
Someone stole the rainbow colors from the way you see the life.
No one can literally be there for you
Cause you should fight for your own battles from whatever you desire in life.
Support is every where but only few will stand until the end.
Fighting to be okay is a long mile running.
It's takes marathon before you can move on.
It's takes months and years some are decades.
We can't blame ourselves or them
We just creation that knows how to love.
No matter how hard, how long, how painful the process of moving on.
It will be worthy.
Some love we thought we had is the best,
But it's not it's not the best love we had.
It's still not the best for us.
They are not the best.
The worst maybe the best experience you've ever had or maybe have.
Just let it go they might be in someone else life or somewhere far from you , maybe they destined to be there.
As you, you are destined to somewhere else or someone else.
Forgive and forgot but never close your heart.
" done?"
"Yeah let's go"
As I reached his one hand I'm publishing this words.
