Broken

Different Time, Same Problems

"Were the girls?" Buddy says
With sherita.
"Hmp. You sure that was a great idea cause she dont even.. Shes going to kill our kids."
No shes not because frank is their with her.
"Oh my god thats even worse."
Boy shut up.
"You know your mom literally mugged me when i walked down here."
I didn't tell her that you were coming over that's probably why. Plus I'm sure shes still mad about the dinner.
"That was almost a month ago."
Its been 2weeks not that long.
"Look i would do anything to make that up to you. Im sorry."
I feel like were going to be saying sorry our whole life about this situation.
"Yeah we probably are."
We need to find our own place. You know that.
"Of course, maybe we could start looking when we start planning the wedding."
Never thought I'll be hearing those words come out of your mouth.
"Ehh same."
*phones beep*
Looks like you got a message.
"Same for you."

(SMS) Izayah
"Aye."
What.
"What you doing right now i need you to come over really quick."
Im busy.
"Okay tomorrow."
Yeah sure.
"Alright night."
Night.
(Convo Over)

"Who was that?"
Same person you were talking to.
"Which is?"
Nobody. At least for you it better be nobody.
"Ohh it was for sure."
Mhm. You know what maybe... You know we could start on baby number three.
"Really!?!?."
Yeah.. Emmy and Liyah could use another brother or sister.
"Stop playing with me right now."
Im not I'm serious.
"Mhm."
No I'm for real.
"Mmhm don't blame me afterwards."
I wont.

(Next Morning...)

Babe..
"Hmm?"
You need to get up and shower.
"Mmhm."
So get up. Then I can do my hair.
"Did you leave some hot water?"
Yeah now get up. Go. You stink.
"Im going.. Now."
You got a message.
"Here. Toss it."
Hmm. I toss the phone at his hands.
"Ohh those hands."
Boy.
"Mhm I'll be out in a couple minutes."
Okay.

(SMS) Bo😌
Bo.
"What."
Why haven't you been talking to me. Did i do something wrong?
"I don't know ask yourself that question."
Don't be an ass.
"Why are you texting me now? Ohh he must not be around."
He is and whats your point. You act like i cant text you in front of him.
"Because you cant. You know he will be pissed."
Well he should've never told you to look after me then.
"It was my idea. Which was a mistake."
I actually cared about you.
"Did you really? Thats just like me saying I actually still care about my ex. Which we both know is a lie."
Yes i do care! Your so full of shit.
"Me!? Main person that talks shit and do dirty shit and saying I'm full of shit. You need to rethink that."
Coming from a person that doesn't or even wont to fight for something that they want. You just sit there and say "oh its up to them I'm not going to force them." What the hell, who says shit like that. Of course there not going to say anything. Because they want you to fight for them.
"Haha, baby, baby. You need to pay close attention. Its been many times were i have I told you I wanted to be with you. Multiple times! I sat and said to your face I love you, but you were in love with Buddy. And still when he faked his death i told you this and still you didn't want to be with me. Now is it just me or I'm crazy. Cause i don't fuck! A bitch just because."
Bitch?! Whoa Bo you better control yourself. This might be text but you know i will fucking beat your ass.
"Really. Look you better go. I wouldn't want him catching you on the phone texting me."
I wouldn't care. Were not messing around.
"Jess babe, were always messing around in his head don't fool yourself."
Not in mine. Look i just want you to be the godfather of my kids and not be such an ass all the time.
"Ive always been a godfather to your kids when have I stopped?"
When you stopped calling me.
"Fine jess. Ill call you more and stuff."
Don't say. Do.
"You shut the hell up."
No, but its cute that you'll think that I would.
"No. You think I don't know you."
Okay show me what you know.
"Hmp. Loves.. No need a bigger word for this but loves strawberry Icecream. Overly obsessed with twilight. Likes to cuddle. Loves the color purple or red. And favorite candy is twix. Now tell me one thing i got wrong."
EVERYTHING! I hate you.
"The lies."
Haha, you got em right.
"I know i did."
You remember that one night you came over. A long time ago, and we had sex. It was like sophomore year. You were a senior.
"The night i came over after your mom left."
Yeah.
"Okay what about it?"
I miss that Bo. I miss that us.
"Ump, well i did get older and buddy came back so there will never be an US."
But their was and i had fun.
"Yeah me to. Messing with a sophomore."
Ayee! Heyy! Calm that down. Were only two years apart.
"I know I'm just playing."
Haha.
"High school was.. Cant find the word."
Unreal?
"No.. It was crazy, just so much stuff going on at once."
Yeah i know. And there was my Bo right there protecting me.
"Yeah cause you were my baby. Still my little baby even though your 21 and got a 3 and 4 year old already."
Babies happen..
"Noo. Noo not to a junior in high school. You was just suppose to be on baby number one right now and married."
Don't worry were backwards, kids first then marriage.
"One thing you got right."
I guess I'll talk to you later Bo.
"Alright Jess. Tell the girls i miss them and stuff."
Mhm i will.
(Convo Ended)

Hey.
"Im about to go hangout with Bug and Cuddy."
Okay.
I get up and go to the bathroom to do my hair and make up.
What are y'all playing on doing?
"Uhh.."
Buddy?
"Uhh, don't know yet."
Buddy?! I know you hear me calling you.
"My bad."
You were reading my messages.
"Yeah. I was."
Ohh what did you find?
"Haha you trying to be funny?"
No im serious.
"Look i saw Bo so i read the messages no big deal."
Okay.
"You miss that us huh?"
Your so fake.
"No. I wanna listen to what you have to say."
Yeah i miss when me and him had a close relationship and we were friends.
"Mm. That close relationship got you into a lot of things."
Okay.
"Okay? okay."
What? Talk. All this opportunity and not a single word.
"Stop talking to him please. This isnt the first time i asked you to do this. And i dont want him to be the godfather of my kids."
Well thats to bad considering hes the one who helped me raise them while you were gone playing dead.
"Okay Jessica."
I know its okay. Where do you get off by saying he cant be the godfather. Someone who basically raised your kids.
"A man that is your fiancé, thats becoming your husband and the father of both of those two kids you got."
Sometimes you just make me think why did i even get on plane to come back or even visit. I should've just stayed in Arizona.
"Well I'm sorry you feel that way. I just don't want you talking to Bo anymore."
Okay buddy.
"Thank you."
Fuck you.
"I love you too."
Well i don't love you.
"Yes you do now go up the stairs."
Yeah. Okay i cant lie. Sadly I love yo stupid ass.
"The feelings neutral."
Dick head.
"Pussy face."
Ump.
"Aye you started."
Grow up.
"Whenever you do i will."
Ugh get out the door.