(2D's POV)
They left us alone. She left me here all alone with him... I've never been more terrified in my life. It was almost easier when he hit me and locked me up. At least then, I thought I knew what he thought of me, but now I'm not sure...
"Wanna eat?" He asked, motioning over to the table inside.
"Yea." He's made the robot... Less violent as of late. She still looks at me, like she was mad at me for something.
We just sat and watched television until it seemed to get dark. For some reason we stayed on opposite sides of the couch, barely talking. I think he would have sat next to me if cyborgs hadn't sat between us. I stood up to get a drink of water, walking past them, and the fucking bird tripped me!
I stumbled, falling directly on top of Murdoc. My face landed on his neck, and I almost jumped off of him.
"Move," he demanded. I tried to get up but before I could, his arms came around me and held me down. "Not you, idiot. Cyborg, move!" he commanded again. Obediently, she did. He moved his legs to her spot, and I dragged my own up as well. My head still stayed by his neck. I could hear him breathing... His heartbeat was loud, just like last night.
"Hey Mudz?" Why did I talk?
"Hmm..." He hummed melodically.
"W-what're we doin?" He didn't answer.
"...Can I kiss you?" His voice almost sounded hoarse as he whispered. I could barely hear him.
"W-why?" I seemed to stutter.
"... Cause I want to." I could feel him smile, and I heard the smirk on his soft words. I lifted myself off of him slightly. He looked at me with a devilish grin. His sharp teeth were barely hidden behind the cracked lips that I leaned down to. They felt dry pressed against mine, but I didn't pay it any mind, I just made it deeper. I felt his long tongue slip through my lips without permission, easily making its way between the gap in my teeth.
I'm not gonna lie and say he tasted great, he didn't, but I didn't want to pull away. I let him dominate my mouth, to afraid to put my tongue between his teeth. I felt a hand on the back of my head, soon feeling his other on my hip. His thumb rubbed against my hip bone as the rest of his finders tried to massage the side of my bum. It was oddly sweet and... Soft even. Relaxing as I sank deeper into the kiss.
I could here that damned robot moving beside the couch, her eyes boring into the back of my head. I grunted moving so Murdoc knew to stop.
"What?" he asked. Confused and upset I had stopped. I reclaimed my spot on the other side of the couch. The robot eyeing me down with every move I made. Can you really blame me for being scared. Every other day she had pulled a gun on me, once almost shooting me! "What!?" he asked again, slightly angrier because I hadn't answered.
"The robot... It's freakin me out," I said, both looking and speaking apologetically.
(Murdoc's POV)
That robot. That fucking robot! I got up, commanding the thing to follow me, before locking it back in its room. Why was she doing this again. I reprogrammed her to be nicer to him, why is she still like this!?
Whatever, she was put away, I can shut her down later. Besides, she must be running low on power by now...
2D had somewhat followed us, looking at me from the other end of the hall. I walked over to him realizing I must have looked absolutely mad. I didn't care.
"Come with me," I spoke as calmly as I could walking past him. I walked to my bedroom, slowly getting calmer the closer we got to it. Grabbing his arm, he yelped in surprise as I threw him into the mattress. I crawled on top of his body, watching his face contort from emotion to emotion. I licked my my lips slightly before leaning down to kiss him again. I ran my hand up and down his side soothingly, my hand sliding up his shirt slightly. I knew he liked it, what I was doing, they didn't call me a sex god for nothing...
My hand got to low at one point, making him take a sharp breath, but can you blame me. I've wanted to squeeze that ass since the first day I met him on that old music shop.
I could here him whimper underneath me. Was this going to far? If I went any further, would he reject me, would he be even more scared of me than before? I sat up, moving so I was still on top of him, just not as close.
"Murdoc..."
"Yeah?" I asked back.
"Can... Can we stop..." he had mumbled, sounding unsure of what he was staying. I got off of him, wondering what I did wrong...
"Why?"
"I jus'... Wanna tink 'bout this for a secon'..." he mumbled slowly. He sounded... nervous.
(2D's POV)
"Okay," Murdoc said, disappointed, but hiding it.
"Jus'... Give me a minute, that's all!" I didn't really wanna stop, but I was... Well, scared (sounds like a broken record). I've never done this before, or anything like this. I'm not gonna say I haven't seen guys do it, I just wasn't sure exactly how to do it! Would it hurt, and how bad? Would the pain go away, or just always be there? What if...
I was shaken from my thoughts...
"Ey, we don' have ta continue if ya don' want ta... I understand if ya think this is goin' too fast..."
"... I want to... I really do..." I paused, trying to think of what I could say. "I just... I don' know..."
"It's alright, you don't have to-"
"I want to though, just... How bad will it hurt?"
"It won't... I won't hurt ya..."
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