poems (mostly poems)

I'm different

A/N if your reading this thanks and my life isn't as shit as it about to sound. This is just how I grow up and little alone and different.

1 year old.
Still new.
A mum, a dad, a sister and a brother.
Who all love me.
I scream and I'm sorry.
I cried and I'm thankful your there.
I laugh and I'm grateful.
Don't tell mum but sister the best.

2 year old.
Still can't speak.
Your getting worried.
I can tell
But I'll learn I promise.
People stale my toys.
But I bit them back.
See I'm learning how to fight.

3 years old.
Entering school.
It scary.
But I wish mum or dad was here.
Sister and brother losing interest.
It hard making friend.
With my teeth.
They don't understand what I'm saying.
The world is a lot colder then you said.

4 years old.
Everyone leaving to go to lessons.
But I'm left behide
See ya later guys.
I made a friend
Noemi.
She doesn't understand me much
And I can't spell her name But she doesn't mind much.
I keep breaking rules.
Running away
But coming back home for food.
I went into town without my mum.
She didn't notice.
I didn't mind thou.

5 years old.
Nothings much change.
I'm different from the rest
I can tell,
I'm leaving next year,
To normal classes.
With new peers.
I'm scared.
I don't want too leave Noemi.
What if I don't come back?

6 years old.
I'm in a new class.
With new peers.
It gets lonely.
Sitting by myself.
My only friend the teacher.
I hopes she count.
I miss Noemi and the rest.
My sister louder.
My sister bossy.
My sister screams now.
I get scared.
They always fighting.
My mum, my dad and my sister.
I don't what to do
I'm different from the rest I can tell.

7 years old.
To a new school.
with Noemi this time.
Same classes and everything.
There a girl in our school.
She looks as lonely as I was.
I tried to talk to her.
She didn't but was still sweet to me.
I made another friend.
She in a different class.
3 friends mayde I'm not lonely.
Me, Noemi, Kylie and Jessica.

8 year old.
I cry a lot now,
Me and Jessica are always frightening.
School got me help about language.
I hate it.
I still don't belong.
Now I'm sad and alone.

9 years old.
I got winded on the monkey bars.
I made new friends.
Goerge and Lucy.
5 friends wow.
Noemi did get bullied.
I can't believe I help.
I'm so ashamed.
Me and Jessica argue.
It hell.
They leave me behide.
Goerge and Lucy.
Don't hang out with us all that much.
And I don't know what happened to Kylie.
With 5 friends
But I'm still lonely.

10 years old
Lucy leaved school.
Goerge and Jessica hang out now.
Noemi spends time with her friends.
Me and kylie are close.
Things are looking up.
Until next year.
New school.
New peers.

11 years old
New school.
New peers.
I made a friend.
A lot quicker then before.
She called Abigail and she has a twin gemma.
I can't tell the different but I will learn.
A new group of friends.
But I don't fit in.
I'm different.

12 years old.
I made friends with daniel, caliean, fish and Jake.
I don't belong here too.
I stop spending as much time with Abigail and gamma.
I'm starting to belong.
I fun I like it.
Me and kylie keep in touch.

13 years old.
The school timetable change.
I found so many friends,
Hannah, Abigail, gamma, kylie, Rosie, Jake, caliean, Daniel, big fish, little fish and Megan.
I nicked name some,
Jake - grumpy.
He tiny and grumpy.
Cealine - tree.
He tall as the trees.
Daniel- neck.
His giraffe neck.
My friends are great.
I'll still don't.
Belong I'm different.

And that as far in life as I got.