Rejecting Red

«Chapter 3»

Samantha
I sit on my bed and look at the little bag next to me. Then to the window and i think of Theo. I'm leaving him. Im leaving my mate. I'm leaving the pack. I sigh and pull out a little notebook. Then i start writing:

Theo,

I'm so sorry for doing this Theo, i want to thank you for all those times you've been with me, been there for me. But i can't take it anymore. My mate rejected me and i don't think i can handle it. Bey brother, but remember i have always loved you and i always will.

This is a see you soon, not a goodbye. 
Xxx Samantha, you're sister who loves you more than anyone.

Leo,

I've always loved you Leo, even when you did this to me. I just can't believe you let the alpha rape me. I'm running away for my own good and yours, but i bet you're happy. So go on and celebrate. Or wait maybe you might be sad cause you're maid left you.
Bye
Samantha, you're sister who loves you even when you done this to her

Alpha Greg,

Thanks for letting the whole pack treat me like shit. Thanks for rejecting me and thanks for raping me. When i found out you're my mate i thought that maybe, just maybe hell will turn into heaven. Now go on and try find a different maid who will make you a cake so you can celebrate that I'm gone. YOU WILL REGRET REJECTING ME ALPHA!
Say bye to you're maid.
Samantha, who you treated like shit but she was ready to forgive you when she found out you were her mate.

I take a deep breath and grab the bag which is filled with pictures of me and my family, food and some extra clothes. Then i gather all my courage and leap out of the window. I run behind a tree and strip down. I put them in the bag and carefully put the bag down. Please Snowflake, don't let me down. I whisper to my wolf. I hear a sigh in the back of my mind and then my bones pop the next second i grab the bag in my mouth and run.

Eeeeeeehk, were finally escaping! My wolf yells. I mentally shake my head, she hasn't talked to me for so long and now she's back. I feel the wind running trough my fur, i see the trees flash by as all of a sudden i hear a click and my pack link disappears. If a pack member leaves the territory without the Alphas permission, they get kicked out of the pack and become a rogue.

Rogue. The word sound strange in my ears. I'm a rogue. Ok, that sounds even weirder.

After a while, i don't even know how long, i shift back and quickly put some clothes on. Then i settle myself against a tree and pull a notebook and pen out of my bag. Did i tell you i put those in there? They were both gifts from Theo. I sigh at his name. I miss him so much. So damn much.

I look down at the notebook and read the lines of the song that i wrote last night before going to sleep:

Flashlight:

When tomorrow comes I'll be on my own.

frightened of the things that i don't know.

When tomorrow comes, when tomorrow comes, when tomorrow comes.

And though the road is long

I look up to the sky

And in the dark I found, lost hope that I won't fly

And I sing along, I sing along, and I sing along.

I love singing and writing songs. It's just amazing. I slowly close my eyes and drift off in a everything but peaceful sleep.

Leo

Ouch, i can't believe Theo did that to me, i mean she can't shift, she's human and he tried to protect a weak human?! I mean she deserved that. She's not even my real sister. Ugh, maybe we did go to far. Now i think about it, it's not her fault.

I mentally shake my head and hope those thoughts shake out of it as well. They make me angry, really angry, stupid thoughts! "Samantha, get you're fat ass down here!" I scream.

No reply. I try again:"Samantha?!"

I sigh when she doesn't come. Filled with anger i storm up to her room. That's when my heart skips a beat. Yes people i have a heart!

There's no one in the room. I walk over to her bed and see three notes lying there. I open the one that says my name:
Leo,

I've always loved you Leo, even when you did this to me. I just can't believe you let the alpha rape me. I'm running away for my own good and yours, but i bet you're happy. So go on and celebrate. Or wait maybe you might be sad cause you're maid left you.
Bye
Samantha, you're sister who loves you even when you done this to her
I feel my eyes fill with tears as i read the other one, for Theo.
Theo,

I'm so sorry for doing this Theo, i want to thank you for all those times you've been with me, been there for me. But i can't take it anymore. My mate rejected me and i don't think i can handle it. By brother, but remember i have always loved you and i always will.

This is a see you soon, not a goodbye. 
Xxx Samantha, you're sister who loves you more than anyone.

I feel the tears now streaming down my eyes. She loves Theo, he was there for her. She even loved me, even when i did that to her. Plus her mate rejected her. Why? Why my baby sister? Why my little angle? I reach to the last one, this one is for Greg.
Alpha Greg,

Thanks for letting the whole pack treat me like shit. Thanks for rejecting me and thanks for raping me. When i found out you're my mate i thought that maybe, just maybe hell will turn into heaven. But it didn't. Now go on and try find a different maid who will make you a cake so you can celebrate that I'm gone. YOU WILL REGRET REJECTING ME ALPHA!
Say bye to you're maid.
Samantha, who you treated like shit but she was ready to forgive you when she found out you were her mate.

what? Greg rejected her? She felt like a maid? My tears turn into sobs as i realise she's gone. If only i had loved her. If only i had been a protective brother. It's all my fault. And Gregs.  I growl of frustration and I'm pretty sure the whole pack house rumbles beneath me.

Thats when Greg comes up:"Leo, you ok?" He asks me.