Kidnapped Love

Chapter 12

                                                                                           *1 Year Later*
It has been one year since the night that I found out the love of my life doesn't have any memory of me. Ever since, I have been kicked out of the bedroom, I have been abused every day, I get locked in the basement a few nights a month without food, & the hardest thing about this, is that I have to listen to the love of my life make love to other women every night. I am 19 now & Trevor is 20, I tried to help him remember me, but all I got was a slap or a punch or he shouted at me about how I killed Samantha. Today is the one year anniversary of the night we got Trevor back & we found out he lost his memory of me... I don't think I can continue to live here anymore. I'm going to leave tonight...
I got up out of my attic bedroom & went to the recording studio; singing always did help me when I was going through a rough time. When I got to the recording studio, Lexi & Nic were there & they smiled at me & came up to hug me.
"How are you sweetheart?" Lexi asked
"I'm okay; do ya'll think I can record something?" I questioned, they nodded & left. I went up to the controls & hit record & went into the studio & started singing. Once I finished, I made sure to put the recording on a cd & then I left the recording studio.
"Aspen!!" I heard Lexi shout down the hallway.
"Yeah?" I asked turning to face her.
"Lets' go dance! We haven't danced together since you moved in." She said hopefully.
"I don't know, don't ya'll have a mission to be at soon." I said realizing that would be when I left.
"We have time to do a little dancing! Come one Asp!! Please!" She begged, I chuckled & nodded, she told me to change & meet her in the dance studio. After I changed, I went to the dance studio & saw Lexi stretching.
"Hey!" I said joining her, after stretched, we got up & started dancing.
"That was great Aspen!"
"You we're great to!" I replied
"I guess we make a pretty good team don't we." She said smiling & nudging me. I laughed & went to Nics' room to take a shower, since he was downstairs getting ready for the mission they had tonight with the guys & Lexi went to her room to shower. After I showered, I got dressed & went to get water.
"Hey Asp!" Zach said when I walked into the kitchen, & then Nic said hey to me, but Trevor just looked at me. I rolled my eyes & went to the fridge.
"Hey! You got a problem bitch!" Trevor said raising his voice.
"What? Pissed because I don't let you control me anymore." I commented turning around to face him after I grabbed my water & closed the fridge. He just looked at me. I chuckled & walked past him, but he grabbed my wrist, but since I started working out & getting stronger last year & still do work out & continue to work on my strength secretly with Lexi, it didn't hurt & I was able to get out of his grip. I got close to him & looked in in his eyes "You don't control me anymore! Ever since you forgot me last year, you have no right to try & control me anymore. I'm done with putting up with your shit! I stuck here with you because I hoped by me staying & trying to help you remember me, but obviously that isn't working because all you do is fuck different girls every night, you abuse the shit out of, you lock me in the basement without food a few nights a month, & you kicked me out of what you called our bedroom. But you know what; I'm done dealing with it & the heartbreak that comes along with it all. I may not be able to get this fucking tattoo off of me, but I sure as hell can get you off of me."
"So what?! You're going to leave." he chuckled
"Watch me!" I said walking out of the kitchen & going to pack the few clothes I have in my bag. I started walking back downstairs & ran into Zach.
"Hey. I wanted to give you some cash, so you can buy a house & everything you need to survive. You won't owe me at all. I just care about you & don't want you to be out there on your own without any cash."
"Thank you, but you know me, if I take this; I'm paying you back eventually." I said hugging him. He didn't say anything, he just hugged me back & went back downstairs, but he stopped on the second floor instead of going to the first floor & just went to his room. I sighed & continued downstairs. When I got downstairs, I was smothered with a hug from Lexi. I automatically hugged back, she said that she wished me luck & understood why I was leaving, I nodded & then Nic hugged me & told me the same thing. I told them goodbye & that I might see them soon. I turned to walk out the door, but was stopped in front of Trevor.
"What..." I said not looking up at him, because if I did I knew I would cry.
"What, no goodbye hug for me?" He questioned sarcastically, I shook my head & looked up at him & felt my eyes tear up automatically.
"You know what Trevor, you are an asshole. You kidnapped me a year ago because you loved me, you tattooed your initials on my hip along with the words property of & then the next day to prove how much you loved me you did it to yourself, but with my initials, expect the difference is that you put yours on the area where your heart belongs. You finally got me to fall in love with you, & ever since you lost your memory, you've been nothing but an ass & I don't want anything to do with you. Hell I killed my own father to protect & save your ass, but I guess I should've just let my father kill you, if you were just gonna forget me & not even try to remember me. But you wanna know whats the saddest thing about this whole fucked up situation, I still love you & always will no matter what you did to me or how you treated me because I know that deep down inside, you still love me & you may or may not realize that, but don't come trying to find me when you realize that you do." I stated now filling crying, I wiped my tears & pushed pass him, I opened the door & headed for the road.. Let's see if I can find somewhere far away from here to start my new life...