Gone [Phan]

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Bye.

Bye Phil Lester.

You had to bring up a fight didn't you?

You said sorry, but never received forgiveness from me.

Can you see?

You're crying for me.

Down on your knees.

You got what you wanted, nothing.

You didn't want me.

Or her.

Or anything.

So I hope you're happy.

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It's a year later and you're still sad.

Sad about me.

Open your eyes

Because I'm gone.

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It's been 2 years, you still panic.

Panic why I'm not at home when you come back from work, then you remember.

Panic why I don't kiss or hug you anymore, then you remember.

Panic why you call me and I never answer, then you remember.

Remember I'm gone.

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2 and a half years later, you knock on my door.

You have cat whiskers on your face.

You remember out videos.

You remember me.

I was a wall, you were a wreaking ball.

I answered, you kissed me.

Told me you missed me.

I just closed the door.

-

You knock on my door the next day.

You ask if I can move in again, I said no.

I said bye, you said hello.

-

You called me.

Asked if we can go to the park.

I said yes.

You took us to the tree.

The tree.

Our tree.

The one that has D+P in a heart carved on a tree.

It's where we had our first kiss.

It's where you asked me out.

You apologized.

I said okay.

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I miss you, Phil.

I said I was sorry, you said okay

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I kissed you, you kissed me back.

Is everything okay now?

-

You asked me out, I said yes.

Asked why I had a dress.

It was my mothers.

Before she was gone.

Gone in the wind.

-

You asked me out on another date.

I gladly accepted.

You talked about what we are.

I want to be your soulmate.

For now.

For tomorrow.

Forever.

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2 years later, I moved in a while ago.

You proposed to me.

I said yes.

Said you wanted a happy family.

-

Dil is going to college today.

You were sad, yet happy.

He was like your sunshine that never got covered by a storm.

We said bye, he said hello.

-

You started another fight.

Acting like a dog that bites.

I leave things everywhere according to you, so I made you happy.

Those things are gone.

-

Dil came out to us, saying he was nervous.

We were happy, he was relieved.

-

Dil and Chris, his husband, are now a married couple, saying hello to their new family.

You soon remember our wedding.

You remember the accident.

How I left.

How I'm gone.

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You went to the graveyard to see your mother.

Flowers in one hand, gun in another.

You placed down the roses and looked at mine.

You pointed the gun to your head.

Your last words being "I can't stand being without you, Dan."

You pulled the trigger.

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You joined me today.

The gods and heaven now keep us safe.

I'm glad we're in heaven together.

We haven't seen each other in forever.

Ever since you left.

Ever since we were gone.

Gone

A/N I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TF THIS WAS, YEAH I KNOW ITS CRAP BUT IM POSTING THIS ANYWAY.
~Natalie

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