Immortality (A Sadie and Anubis fanfic)

My Choice

Okay, okay. See, I never really liked Walt. Well, now that I have finally started chewing my bubblegum again  and punched Carter (No, you shut up!) I can finally make up my mind about my life.

Up till now, I couldn't really think about my life. It was all 'Sadie! Save the world!' but, now, I can think about me. I'll admit, saving the world was fun! I mean, I met Anubis, I met Walt and I bonded with my brother. (Don't make me regret saying that!) 

Walt and Anubis, both, are very bewilderingly hot. But, it's not always looks that count. I am attracted to Walt, but, Anubis is... well, Anubis. I don't really know from where my choice came, but it did. Like it always does. 

But, as always, this decision just has to get harder. 

If I choose Anubis, Walt will die. 

So, you see... I have three options, that is: 1) I choose Anubis and let Walt die. 2) I decide to kiss and live with the guy I love, but at the same time, be forced to do the same with someone I don't love. 3) I choose none and walk away- keeping Walt alive with Anubis (but with three very heartbroken people.) Can't my problems be like Carter's? (Oh, please! Not a chance! Shut up Carter.) Like, Oh Zia might not like this shirt I'm wearing, or, Hey! I think I'm cooler than yesterday! I have been dating Walt slash Anubis for over a year. I'm fourteen, and Walt is a year older than me. And Anubis... is uh, around... I don't know! 

So, anyway. I know I'm being insensitive. But, I love him. People say that I'm too young... blah blah blah. I know that I will never see anyone but Anubis. I can't say this without sounding bad, but, I only liked Walt because I knew it would make Anubis jealous (It seemed important at the time...) and because he was way more normal than Anubis. It was me hoping that I could finally capable of liking someone other than a god. Thinking this, I started having a tiny crush. 

Why we kissed is another mystery. I mean, at the time, I loved it! Now, I think it's kinda gross. I used to have like, a crush... now-nothing!

It's hard enough talking about this, but I am doing this because good comes out of it. While I am saying this to you, this is the past for me. I don't and can't change these events. 

Let's start with the morning that started it all.