Close my eyes
I closed my eyes. Did this really just happen?
Feel you sigh
I let out a sigh. I can't believe this just happened.
A desperate aching wonder
Why would my friends do this? What did I do wrong?
Will you ever, ever let me off my knees?
Was I always just a pawn in their eyes?
Wide awake, like a dream
Maybe I am sleeping. Maybe this is just a bad dream that I will soon wake up from.
As simple as a secret being told, told to everyone but me
I'm not dreaming.
Will I bleed out
Is this where I die? Please don't let me leave Jean all alone.
I gave it all but you can't stop taking from me
He needs me as much as I need him. The tears began to stream down my face as I went over all the things I never said.
And way down I know, you know where to cut me with your eyes closed
Everything is in slow motion. Teeth are microscopically getting closer to my side.
Bleed out it won't be long til this heart stops beating
Is this really the end?
So don't let me bleed out here alone
Jean... Please don't leave me here like this. Please save me...
Hear my plea
Please...
you won't hear my plea
He won't save me.
Sudden rain coming down
Tears poured like rain down my cheek. Jean... I would never see him again...
It all comes back to me waking up, falling down
My life flashed before my eyes; every moment was filled with Jean. From his arguments with Eren, to practicing our 3DMG, to our practice "expedition." From watching him lead a whole army of cadets, to him... saving me.
Another day come undone
Jean... Please. Save me one more time...
I keep trying to heal your pain, in return, you cut me over and over
Maybe this is what I deserve. I never helped Jean, much less saved his life.
One more time and I will
So why would he ever save mine?
Bleed out
The teeth gently applied pressure. I can't take this much longer.
I gave it all but you can't stop taking from me
Are they really going to let me die? Why wouldn't they negotiate? I would have kept their secret.
And way down I know you know where to cut me with your eyes closed
Jean... Please...
Bleed out it won't be long til my heart stops beating
He's not coming. I really am going to die here. What's going to happen to my little brother?
So don't let me
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AoT Sad One-shots
FanfictionThis started because of a debate I had with @SashaSenpai. IDK where is going yet...