On the outside i seem okay. I seem happy but on the inside i have my wars with my brain and heart and brain and stomach.
I don't eat even when my brain tells me i need food.
I don't believe my heart when its telling me someone actually loves me.
I dish i had someone to make me feel lived to help me go get out if my habit of not eating.
And i think i found him but I'm so scared. I'm so scared its not right.
