the following morning i woke up too the machine going off i pressed the monitor for the nurse too come in and help they came in and told me that i had too leave the room i had no idea what was happening in there this would be a good time for somebody too comfort me
" Mommy " i heard a voice call out too me
i looked up too see jayden and Nalasia running my way with Alex right behind them i hugged them followed by hugging Alex
" how have you guys been at grandma house ?' i asked
" we been good " they said
" okay here listen Nalasia take Jayden and you too the cafeteria and let me talk too uncle Alex " i told them giving them the money
" baby girl how you holding up ?" asked Alex
" Alex i can't loose my son it would hurt the family too bad i prayed and prayed " i told him
" Alexis you and i both know that us praying can change a lot but not much " said Alex
" Alex this is my boy we talking about my baby only got too live 3 years of his life and me and cash got into it cause i snapped on his mom and i just don't know any more " i told him crying on his shoulder
" Alexis if god call him home then its his time and if not then he okay " said Alex
i nodded my head too what he was telling me about 30 minutes later the doctors and nurses came out the room two of them stayed and three of them left
" doctor whats the problem is my baby okay ?" i asked with sweaty hands
" im sorry Ms Alexis but your son is deceased" said the doctor
" Noooooo Noooo my baby cant be dead please tell me this is a joke " i said
" it appears that while we was doing a lot of scans and drug test we missed the fact that your son had coke clogged in his lungs which we thought was water " said the female Nurse
" please tell me you lien my nephew cant be dead he is only three " said Alexis
" i am dearly sorry for your lost " said the doctor leaving
" who did this too my nephew ?" asked Alex
" it was Kennedy and that boyfriend of her's Monty was suppose too take them too a theme park but Kennedy took them and she let her boyfriend take my son on a big kid ride and he got jayden and Nalasia first and when he turned around Aiden was faced down in the water" i said crying
" he gone pay for what he did "said Alex leaving
how am i suppose too tell cash that our 3 year old is dead ? he want take that so lightly and neither will the others i had asked the doctors can i see my son one more time before i leave ,they let me in and i looked at my son pail lifeless body i wanted too ask so bad why him but i just couldn't get the words out i packed my clothes and his clothes and left cause i new if i stayed any longer my body would give out . i put my phone on airplane mode and went home i had a family photo of me cash and the kids in the car and i kept rubbing Aiden face his car seat and everything was still here the only thing that was missing was him i know the kids not gone take it well once Alex tell them and i would have too tell it too serenity and cash i wanted too call him but i new he wouldn't pick up because he just that stubborn . i pulled up in the garage and got out i unlocked the door and walked upstairs my first stop in this house was Aiden room i new this was going too be hard on me . when i woke up it was late and dark i got up out of bed and walked down stairs too get my phone i took it off airplane mode and it went to ringing off the hook i had 19 text messages 7 was from Ariel two was from my brother Marcus and 11 was from Alex none from cash . i got a knock on the door and it was from Ariel i new somebody was coming i just didnt know who .
" wassup ?" i asked in a cool tone
" girl what is going on you aint picking up the phone and everybody going crazy looking for you " said Ariel
" he is gone My baby boy is dead they found coke in his lungs " i told her
" OMG i know cash and the other's is going crazy " said Ariel
"nobody knows Except you Alex and me " i told her
" Alexis you can't hide this from cash " she told me
" don't you think i know that i have too tell serenity also " i said pouring me a shot
" excuse me but im just trying too help " said Ariel
" Ariel help me how ? huh i just lost my son and possiblely lost my boyfriend " i said
" listen don't spazz on me because of your fucked up life lets not forget who was there when cash wasn't around " said Ariel
" i didn't need you then and i damn sure don't need you Now so leave " i told her
" fine maybe i will " she said walking out the door
the last thing i needed was to be around people who think that i need them like bitch the door is right there so just put that bitch too use i got my bottle of Apple Ciroc and my ice cream and chips and went up stairs and i put my phone on airplane mode again i was fina get drunk tonight on the count of my boyfriend and my son R.I.P Aiden mommy miss you .
