I wish I could make it go away
It feels like a trap door
Suffocating me against the floor
But all it wants to do is stay
Stay to make butterflies form in my stomach
Occupying my mind all day long
Making my heart ache
Its grip on me is strong
I don't want this feeling at all
I didn't ask for this
Why do you insist on making me fall
Reigning over my heart like an iron fist
Don't you see what you're doing to me
This could ruin our friendship
I say that with a little bit of glee
Maybe I want more than just that relationship
My mind is spinning
My heart is racing
With thoughts of you and me
But that will never be
I know your feelings towards her
And my heart shatters thinking about it
Everything is becoming a blur
My heart might need a first aid kit
The thought makes me sick
Wanting to shield myself from embarrassment in a corner
And hide my feelings from you forever
If only I could be that slick
You'll eventually find out
That's when it will be official
My heart will break without a doubt
And I will lie to myself saying that love was superficial
