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Sometimes I wonder,
Would anybody care if I left,
If I left this earth,
Would anybody even notice,
Would my old friend wish she'd never forgot about me, when she got a boyfriend,
Would anybody care.

What if I killed myself,
What if everything became to much,
What if people find out why I always wear sweaters
What if people find out about my scars,
What if people find out about the real me,

What if the boy I love, never said anything to me that he wanted too,
What if the boy I use to love asked himself why he didn't go for me,
What if the boy sitting beside, only teased me because he loved me,
What if the boy I love, left this earth to be with me.

What if a boy saves me,
What if a boy notices how broken I am,
What if a boy wants to save me.
What if the boy I love, notices my fake smile and fake laugh, and the faded scars on my wrists.

What if he saves me,
What if he doesn't care about the scars,
What if he makes me smile and laugh without me forcing it.
What if he doesn't care how many other boys I've thought I've been I love with.
What if he doesn't care about any of that

This is the type of shit I make up in my head,
This is the type of shit that will never happen if I leave.

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