Sometimes, she
wanst things
to get worse.
She doesn't want
them to get better.
Just so she will have a reason
to kill herself.
Sometimes, she wishs people
didn't care at all. So
She could kill herself
without feeling
bad.
does that make her a shitty person?
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Battlescars.
Poetry"I scare myself sometimes, Part of me didn't want to hurt myself- thought it was stupid. However, a larger, Darker side of me thirsted for it. I never used to be like this: Depressed. Angry. Confused. I used to be kind, sweet, innocent... Happy."