ENCHANTRIA: The Magical Adventure

Chapter 34: Change

C H A P T E R  R E V I S E D ! ! ! 

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Stella's POV

Dalawang linggo na ang nakakalipas, simula ng mamatay siya. I can't believe that he is dead. I'm still hoping that this is dream, can someone help me wake up from this nightmare. I said to myself na hindi na ako magpapakahina, na ako naman ang sasagip sa kanya, but now I lose hope. he's gone from me, forever. Mas masakit pa ito kesa sa unang nangyari sa sakin. The only exception that he will never go back to me anymore. How can I move on from this? Without him, i feel like I was lost again.

I couldn't talk to anyone as much as I wanted to, parang sinasabi ng instinct ko na I should get away from them. Whenever they asked me if i'm okay, of course i'm not okay ! every time they asked me that, I can't tell to them how i'm feeling, kapag nag salita ako feeling ko maiiyak na naman ako. I have no strength anymore. 

"For how many days and many nights would you stay like that?'' meron akong narinig na boses, then I looked back. yung lalaki na nagligtas sakin nong inatake kami and I saw him again sa paglibing namin kay Garvin.

"Maybe forever, hanggang sa mamatay na rin ako'' i just said.

"You should move forward, if he is here, he doesn't want seeing you like this.'' sabi niya

"Teka, sino ka ba ? at anong alam mo sa nararamdaman ko, hindi mo alam kung gaano kasakit mawalan ng mahal sa buhay !'' i scream at him, ano bang alam niya !

"i know that feeling, like you, I have lost too the woman I ever love in my life'' he said angrily at me, i was shock i didn't know what to say. 

"I'm sorry, it's not that easy for me na mag move on'' sabi ko 

"You felt like giving up, because you begin to wonder if you have the strength to move forward or keep going because the light of your life suddenly disappear. " he said

" All you could feel right now is heaviness, loneliness, and sadness. Your pushing away the persons who loves you and care for you" he said again. i don't know what to say, he is right. .

"I don't know what to do, i feel like gusto ko ng mag give up'' sabi ko, my tears started flowing up again.

"When you feel like giving up, isipin mo yung mga taong nandiyan para sayo, who is cheering and rooting for your life. They've been through worse pero sila andyan parin sayo kahit tinatakwil mo sila palayo'' he said.

"Hindi ko naman sila tinatakwil, gusto ko lang talagang mag isa'' sabi ko

"so anong tawag mo sa ginagawa mo? gusto mong mag isa? para ano para umiyak lang umiyak. walang magagawa yang pag iyak mo kung ganyan ka palagi, bakit mabubuhay ba siya pag umiyak ka ng umiyak" he said. then it hit me.

"oo alam ko ! alam kong hindi na siya mabubuhay ! wag mo ng ipa mukha sa akin ang bagay na iyan ! na iniwan niya ako !" sigaw ko sa kanya

"Stella, hindi ka niya iniwan iyan ang tandaan mo, he was killed because of your enemies, wake up from your misery, stand up and fight for him.'' he said. tama siya walang magagawa ang pagmumukmok ko kung ganito ako, he will be sad if i'm like this.

"so what would I do?'' i ask him

"Kilalanin mo muna ang sarili mo kung sino ka ba talaga. Then fight for him, don't let his death become a waste.'' he said.

"I will avenge him'' right! i will kill those who kill him, the one who wants me. it's all that persons fault kung bakit nawala siya. I can see he was shock sa pagkasabi ko.

"After you avenge him, will you be happy?" tanong niya i don't know. magiging masaya nga ba ako? 

"I don't know, tulungan mo ako'' sabi ko.

"I'm willing to help you, princess'' sabi niya. pati ba naman siya princess ang tawag niya sa akin ,! seriously !

"Teka nga kanina pa kita kinakausap, sino ka pala ?'' tanong ko sa kanya

"I'm Thadeus Takeichi Snyder'' sabi niya

"siguro kilala mo na rin ako, but magpapakilala na rin ako ulit I'm Stella Katzumi Hirasawa'' sabi ko 

"Get up, and fix yourself, hinihintay ka ng mga kaibigan mo'' sabi niya at palabas na siya ng room ko. 

"Teka !'' sabi ko , wait lang bakit ko ba siya pinigilan.

"Yes, princess?'' sabi niya

"Tsk, stop calling me princess okay ! call me Stella, and do you mind if I call you Thade? nahihirapan ako sa pangalan mo ehh'' sabi ko 

"No worries, Thade is nice.'' sabi niya then left the room. So i fixed myself. I have to stand and live. may mas worst pa sa mga pinagdadaanan ko . I will avenge him. 

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Guys, the Thade she met from the Magic meadow is different from the guy he met now. 

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