My diary is still open.. Ohhhh no...
What if she read what I had written about her?
How will she react to it?
Holy-shit, I'm such a dumb-ass. I should have atleast hidden the diary before sleeping.
She was still looking out of the window. She turned behind and noticed that I had woken up.
She started to walk towards me..
This was the first time I couldn't read her face.
What was she gonna say. With every step that she kept towards me my heart beat started to rise.
What would she say now? I wanted her as a friend. I know we were still not officially even friends but if she had read what I had written in the diary then I had lost the hope of having her as a friend.
I was sweating badly. She came close towards me.
And then came the strand thing. Putting that strand of hair which had again come ahead in her own typical style she said, "Roy, I'm really sorry for what happened last night. It might have been quite embarrassing for you to handle whatever I did. Its all my past now and I'm really sorry for bothering you for last night."
I was like, "Hold on.. Take a breath. Look I just saw you entering the bar. And I had a intuition that something would go wrong if I left you alone. So I entered there. I don't know what happened there between you and that guy. I just wanted you to be safe that's it."
She still couldn't left her face and look into my eyes while speaking.
To comfort her I put my hand on her shoulders and shuke her.
"Forget about it. Its all over. Lets not talk about it now" that's what I said and I think it made her a bit comfortable.
I was happy somewhere that, thank god she hasn't read the diary.
I asked her if she would have coffee and was moving to the kitchen to get it. By that time I heard her say from behind,"Doctor wouldn't you ask me if I read you diary or No. " and she winked.
As soon as I heard it I was like What the......
"A....a.... " that's what I could say.
Before I gave her a explanation about the diary she said, " Stop worrying Roy. By the time I woke up the diary had fallen on the ground. Its cover said PERSONAL DIARY and belongs to DR. ROY. So I didn't even look at a word written. Just lifted it and put it back on you lap. "
I was so relieved to hear her say that.
It felt like a camel had been carrying tourists all day long in the desert,the whole day and finally gets a pinch of water.
I was so relieved. I walked to the kitchen to get the coffee.
I got the coffee and gave her a cup. I wanted to ask her who that man was, last night at the bar. How do I start? I collected hope and asked her, "Miss. Fernendes would you mind me asking who that man was, last night at the bar? "
As soon as I asked her she started to cry.
I cursed myself for asking her that question.
I moved close towards her and said,"I'm really sorry. I didn't want to ask you anything about it but couldn't resist."
She wiped her tears and said,"Don't be sorry. I was waiting for you to ask about him. It is but obvious that you help someone for a cause and don't know the cause that doesn't make sense."
"He is my Boyfriend. We both have been in a relationship for 4 years now. I love him a lot and don't want him to go away."
"What do you mean by you don't wanna lose him?. He is here right.", curiously I asked her.
"We both have completed graduation from the same college. I got a job here in Canada while he has been posted to Florida. He loves me too but I don't know why does he want to go to Florida. Roy I badly want him. "
I stood there helpless. What do I do.
She wouldn't stop crying. This was her Black Present which would get converted into Black Past if he left her.
Keeping all these things apart, Why was I helping her? and Who she meant to me? was still a mystery.
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